She's Dreaming

Chapter One

I took a shot of my soju once again, As I want to get drunk as soon as possible, I want to forget the pain that I'm having right now, I rested my elbow against the table and place my chin on my palm,As I stared at the figure in front of me, sitting across from me, He was silent and just looking at me with a serious expression, I am waiting for him to explain why did he do that, and I will forgive him immediately as soon as he apologize, because I love him so much, more than he loves me but here he is; still not talking and just looking at me how pathetic am I making myself drunk and regretted to have a massive head back the morning after, But I choose that instead of the pain he is giving me, It is unbearable.

"Tell me why did you do that?" I asked as I looked at him with my now glistening eyes; tears starting to pour

Again he was silent, The good atmosphere that instead we are having during this supposed honeymoon period its not happening but me full of disgust to him

I chuckled as I realized that he doesn't have intention to say any word to me

"SHIT! You really making me pathetic." I cursed to him as I gulped another shot of my soju

I looked around for awhile and noticed the the small old tavern has a few customers; just a group of guys and me and this asshole in front of me and the old lady, who owned the place, with his husband are here; just enough people to see what stupid acts I will do right after the alcohol got to my brain

As I looked back to the man in front of me still sitting idly, I run out of patience in my veins and just let it out my frustration about him, from myself and what we got in to. I stood up harshly as I made my chair fell back, causing the people to look at me but I don't care, They didn't know what I'm going thru, I looked down to him and grabbed the empty bottle of soju on the table; and threw it to him, again he just stay still, showing no expressions despite the pain I caused him and the loud shuttering of the bottle against the floor

"FUCK YOU! I HATE YOU SO MUCH! WHY CAN YOU JUST DIE?" I cursed to him as I slammed my palms loudly on the table and move my shaking body against the table

Our eyes are locked to each other, I can feel my self having a hard time to breathe but manage to support myself despite that I feel a bit dizzy

Then he spoke. " Stop it."

I bowed my head after what I hear from him, He really doesn't have the conscience despite of him seeing me in my worst state like now

I felt myself bawling from my pain as my shoulders are trembling because of my loud cry

"You are too much. Too much for me to handle." I said between my louder sobs and still not looking at him


I felt a hand wrapped on my shoulder, As I turned my head to look who it was, It is the old lady giving me another pitiful stare from a stranger

"Calm yourself, Young lady." She said as he supported me and helped me sat back to my chair, that she used to put up in place before she spoke to me

I wiped my tears with the back of my hand while now slouching down on my seat while the old lady starts to clean the mess on my table

I gathered all my strength to stood up; telling to the old lady to look after my purse and coat while I'm in the rest room, I made my way wobbling but manage to get in without hurting myself

I opened the faucet and let the water flow thoroughly before I rolled up my sleeves as I washed my face with my hands for a few times

Then I rested again my palms on the counter supporting myself and looked at my reflection in the mirror