5sos kids

7.

Charlie's POV

Today's the first day of the tour and I'm freaking out a little bit I mean I shouldn't be right? We are good aren't we?

You know what I'm just gonna go write lyrics to calm me down, it always helps the song that I started to write is called satisfaction

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The person who did this to you should suffer
Because These scars on your wrist and thighs aren't worth the pain that you suffer

you don't deserve what you've given yourself no one does
But your strong enough now I know you can stop

I know people think your crazy but I know your not people go through there rough times in different ways more often than not

you don't deserve what you've given yourself no one does
But your strong enough now I know that you can stop

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And that's when I got interrupted by Logan coming in to me singing to see if that sounded right

"Not bad Charlotte" he said

"It's still in progress" I said setting my guitar down

"Is that song about you" he asked sympathetically

"Yeah" I said looking down at my feet

"Why did you do it" he asked

"When my mum died I stopped talking and I got picked on a lot and I got called mute girl a lot and I used to have a boyfriend who beat me and I thought that everything was my fault" I said trying not to cry because it makes me look weak

"Oh..... You know Charlotte it's alright to cry" he said

"I'm fine, this isn't the reason why I'm getting all teary" I said trying to get out of that conversation

"Why are you sad then" he asked

"I'm scared to go out on stage" I said a little jittery

"You'll do fine besides you have Chris Matt and Ava out there and I'll be there on the side if you mess up" he said jokingly

"Okay sassy pants" I said

"Let's go rock out" he said giving me a hand up, I don't know if I'm ready.