"Everything I loved became everything I lost"
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Eiffel's PoV
I was walking down alone on the busy street barefoot with my bleeding right hand. Pagkalingat ni Yaya Rossy I pulled off the IV line attached on my wrist without hesitations, ramdam ko ang kirot pero di ko na lang pinapansin. Gamit ang daan na ako lamang ang nakakaalam ay umalis na ako at tumakas mula sa mansyon. Hindi ko alam kung saan ang patutunguhan ko at kung ilang oras na akong naglalakad.
Maraming mga tao ang naglalakad at mga sa tingin ko ay Lingo ngayon dahil sa mga pamilyang galing mula sa simbahan.
Napatingin ako sa maaliwalas na kalangitan. Hindi ko alam kung ilang araw na ng huling beses akong tumapak sa labas at nasinagan ng haring araw.
All I know is that my heart hurts that my whole body numb because of the pain.
I already cried a river but whenever I think of him, my tears just fall uncontrollably.
Naglalakad ako sa may park ng makarinig ako ng isang kanta na pinapatugtog sa malapit na establisyimento.
It was a song of Miley Cyrus. A very famous singer who like me was destroyed by the man she loved.
Well it's good to hear your voice
I hope you're doing fine
And if you ever wonder
I'm lonely here tonight
I'm lost not this moment
And time keeps slipping by
And if I could have just one wish
I'll have you by my side
Umupo ako sa isang bench na nasa lilim ng Acacia. I let the fresh wind blow my hair as I continue to listen to the song.
Ooh oh I miss you
Ooh oh I need you
I love you more than I did before
And if today I don't see your face
Nothing's changed, no one can take your place
It gets harder every day
Tears started to stream down to my face. Ilang araw na akong tulala at ngayon ako ulit umiyak. All I'm feeling right now is sadness.
Say you love me more than you did before
And I'm sorry it's this way
But I'm coming home, I'll be coming home
And if you ask me I will stay, I will stay
The song seems like speaking in my place. Lahat ng salita at sakto sa aking nararamdaman. How I miss him, how much I love him and how much I'm hurt right now.
Well I try to live without you
But tears fall from my eyes
I'm alone and I feel empty
God, I'm torn apart inside
I look up at the stars
Hoping you're doing the same
And somehow I feel closer and in can hear you say
Ooh oh I miss you
Ooh oh I need you
I start to wonder...
It was only me who assumed that he feels the exact same as I do towards him. Our memories kept on playing in my mind, and as I remembered correctly, he never said those three important words.
Kahit noong mga monthsaries naming, noong nangako siya sa akin sa Chapel. Even in our wedding ay hindi rin niya iyon sinabi. For those seven months I lived with him, he never said those words...
I Love You
I started to laugh while wiping my tears.
Bakit nga ba ngayon ko lang ito naisip?!
Masyado akong nagpakadelusyunada sa pinakita niyang mga kasinungalingan at hindi hinanap ang mga salitang yon sa kanya!
God! I'm so stupid!
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