Can't leave U' alone! (Erik Durm)

Don't go Away.

~Erik

We kept silence as we ate, but I was glad there was nothing uncomfortable about it. Everytime I looked up at her I smiled for the almost non-existing distance between us, and the way we behave with each other, we can now make silly jokes about our outfits and no one would feel hurt about it. She looked really good with the hair up and although I made fun of her converse she looked perfect to me. I would be lying if I say I have never check on her body before, but tonight I felt more freely to do so, without feeling ashamed for it. Her exposed neck seemed so soft, I felt lost everytime she rubbed her hands against her cheeks to hear me out and she unconsciously freed her scent to captivate me. 

"How about your first kiss?" She asked me. 

"Well... I think I was 13"

"13? Really?" She seemed very surprised.

"Yeah, why?"

"Oh, nothing it's just that-"

"When was your first kiss?"

"17"

"What? That's only two years ago"

"See, Erik. I'm very different from the women you know. It was normal for all my friends to kiss at that age, not like you, you pervert"

"Hey! I'm not a pervert. If anything she made me kiss her"

"Oh, please Erik, don't be like that"

"But it's true! she and my friends. We were playing seven minutes in heaven"

"That's so old!"

"Yeah, well. They pushed us into a tight closet so..."

"So you just had to kiss her. Was she pretty?"

"She was pretty, but I didn't like her, I liked her friend"

"Poor you" She bit her lip "Did you keep seeing her after that?"

"Soon after that I moved out and I didn't see her again"

"What about her friend you liked?" I sighed.

"I did see her" 

"Did you?"

"She was my first girlfriend"

"No way! So you did manage to get her in the end"

"Yeah, but I wish I hadn't" Ivonne wore a worried look and I sensed she wanted to know more about the story "We were together for a few months. She cheated on me"

"Oh, I'm so sorry"

"It's fine, I read some texts on her cel. I guess then I realised she was only with me because I was training to be a footballer, when I was younger she didn't look at me twice"

"She used you then" I nodded. I haven't talked about that in a while, I felt strangely fine with it, nothing moved inside, it didn't make me sad anymore. 

"Are you into footballers?" I teased. 

"You know I'm into football" She said laughing "But I'm into just one... you" 

"What if you meet someone better" 

"I'm not open to meet anyone, anyway I don't think there is someone better than you. Erik, you are my boyfriend, don't you remember?" 

"Actually" She looked at me with a curious look, took a zip of her glass as I stood up and walked to be beside her. She stare at me but didn't say anything, she knew I was going to do something. From my pocket I show her a long wodden like box. I opened it to her.