Werewolf Bad Boy {Jason McCann Love Story}

"Miss me?"

•Jason's POV•
As I angrily made my way back into my house, it made me want to scream. Cry. Break anything I could. So I did.

With one more look at the pictures of me with other women, I lost it. I felt my eyes turn a bright yellow and my fists clench so hard that my claws were digging into my skin causing blood to drip. My teeth started to grow as my wolf was coming out and I did it. I screamed. I grabbed the vases filled with flowers that Selena had put up everywhere and I threw them. I watched the glass shatter and I punched the walls. When they didn't break, I punched them again until holes lined up my walls.

'But she can't, because she's dead.'

My heart was beating faster than ever. I grabbed the kitchen chairs and threw them against the walls hearing the wood snapping and breaking. Anything that was on the counter was now in a broken pile on the floor. I felt my chest tighten as Anastasia was brought back into my mind. My heart hasn't healed. The memory of losing her floods my mind.

"I'd do anything for you." She says and gives me her cheeky smile she always did. I leaned in to kiss her but out of the corner of my eye I saw headlights coming at us fast. As I turn back, I was blinded by the headlights of the truck behind us. Everything felt like slow motion. I remember looking back at her and she didn't have time to react before her body was ejected out of the windshield. My seat moved forward causing my leg to snap; making me scream out in pain as it was caught under the dashboard. My face hit the steering wheel causing gashes on my face and the glass shot pain up my arms as parts of the windshield were stuck in my skin.

"Stace!" I screamed loudly for her. Using all the strength in my body, including the extra amount I got as a wolf, I broke free. My leg was now slowly healing and I ran as fast as I could out of the car.

"Stace! Stace plea-" I stop mid sentence when I see her lifeless body on top of the car. Her eyes wide open and blood everywhere. Tears fall from my eyes as I run to her and hold her in my arms crying harder than I ever thought possible.

"Please baby, please don't leave me. Wake up Anastasia you have to wake up!"

But I knew she was gone.

Forever.

I rest my fists against the wall as blood stains my knuckles from the punching. I drop my head and close my eyes feeling tears sting my cheeks.

I hated crying but I can't handle thinking about her. I sniffle and try to suck it up.

Try to act like a man.

But the pain that I feel is unbearable. I start to break down. I fall to the ground and sob loudly as I'm the only one in the house.

"S-Stace.." I manage to choke out as I look up towards the sky; tears blurring my vision.

"I-I'm so s-sor-" I break down mid way through talking and more tears fall as my wolf cries for my mate. My mate that got taken from me too soon. My body starts to shake and my heart physically hurts. I slam my fists against the ground full of glass and bawl my eyes out. I could feel blood being drawn from the pieces of glass now stuck in my skin. I sob louder and look at my shaking hands. The guilt is eating at me piece by piece. All I see is her smiling face and I sob louder at the thought of her never waking up again. My whole body feels weak and destroyed. I am emotionally and physically drained.

I'm tired. I'm so tired of this.

I can't take this pain. This guilt. I don't want to hurt anymore.

I finally get control of myself and just sit up and lean against the wall. I bend my knees and rest my arms upon them as I look at the now destroyed house. I calm down enough and just stare emotionless at my house. My face feels red and puffy as my tears dry.