VANESSA'S POV
"Yes I think I am fine with it.",I say but it is clear that I am really awkward about this, I mean who would not be awkward in such a situation.
Then I somehow gather the courage and bravery as if I have to leave for a war or something and ask Niall,
"Hey are you okay with this, I mean if this not gonna be good then I will sleep on the couch I really have no problems with that."
I say but I mentally scold myself for even saying that, what if he says that he is awkward about all of this situation. I would have to sleep on that damn couch. I mean man, people with special talent are the only ones who can sleep on it and that talent is of folding yourself as much as you can, like you are some piece of paper or something.
"No I am perfectly fine with it.",he says.
"Okay then, I am really worn out today. Would like to have a good night sleep. So what are we waiting for.",while saying this I walk to the bathroom. And then get back to the bed and now Niall has already decided his side of the bed so I have to sleep on the other one.
I plop myself on the bed and it felt like my back had been telling me to take some rest but I refused as usual and now I am paying for it. I got a slight back ache but then it was all firm again.
I looked over at Niall to see him do something on his iPhone. I just pulled my iPhone out and send a message to Charlotte that I am not coming back today and that I am staying in the beach house with Niall. And the messaged which I received as a reply to this simple sentence were (not to mention) really...uh. You know what I mean ,right?
"I will be back in sometime love.",he said getting up from the bed.
"Okay.",I tried to be as normal as I can but there was something that had butterflies in me when he calls me 'love'. What you can't judge me even I 'am' a Directioner. Yes I am still a Directioner at heart even though I have improved a lot from that screaming girl which I used to be before.
Okay I has been a really tiring day I should probably just go to sleep.
NIALL'S POV
So now to make situation worse I have to sleep with her in one bed. It would have been much more easier for me if I hated her but I don't, I love her and that is making the situation worst for me.
I think of this while opening the refrigerator to check out if there is something I can eat. I would love to eat when I am tensed. So I find myself some milk and eat Oreos with it. Then I sit there and check my twitter. Yes I do it frequently. And then when there is nothing else that can be done I return back to the room to sleep like I haven't slept in like, forever.
When I enter the room I see Vanessa has been fast asleep and so I go to her side of the bed and sit there watching at her and thinking of how she would either say no or yes when I actually tell her what I feel about her. Then after a while like you would have seen in movies I felt like kissing her but no I did not do that like they would usually show in the movies. I took a pen from the table and then made her a moustache and wrote on her forehead that 'NIALL HORAN IS THE BEST :*.' I then put the pen back to its place and go to sleep.
VANESSA'S POV
The next morning I woke up to be held by a strong arm around my waist. I look at the other side of the bed to see Niall sleeping next to me. If this would have been the situation two years ago I would have been screaming my lungs out. But now I am used to seeing Niall around me but definitely not in this way. I try to wake him up.
"Niall get up."
"Mom let me sleep for five more minutes."
"You have to get up, we have to go back home."
"Please mom!!!!"
He maybe has a dream about his mom waking him up.
NIALL'S POV
When I wake up I find Vanessa is gone. I have a strong feeling that I strangled her to death last night. I am really good with my grip. I was thinking about how she got out of it but then I walk to the mirror.
When I look at myself in the mirror I have tears made with ink on my cheek, I also gave a moustache,thick eyebrows and there is a kind of note on my forehead saying 'VANESSA ROCKS :)'
I thought how did she even do that.
And at that very moment she walked out of the bathroom. She only had a towel wrapped around her body and when she saw me she suddenly went back inside and asked with the door of the bathroom door partially opened.
VANESSA'S POV
"How did you suddenly wake up?"
"I won't be sleeping for my entire life, Vanessa."
"Ya I know. Okay."
"So how did you manage to do that without even waking me up."
"The same way you managed to do that without waking me up.",I say with a small grin on my face.
"To be honest, it was real fun doing that."
"Yeah I know right. I and the other boys keep doing such things when we are on tour."
"I did that in quite a long time.",I say walking out of the bathroom. It doesn't matter I atleast have a towel around me and Niall is not a guy to whom I have to fear. So then I sigh when I say this and plop on the bed.
"I miss it all Niall. I really miss it all. I want it all back but I think I can't. I really can't. Right Niall?", I say this with tears welled up in my eyes.
"You can and you will Vanessa I trust you and believe me I am right this time."
He says this while putting his arm around my shoulder, which was quite comforting. I lean on his shoulder and this silence prevails for a long time. As it is said,"Say something only when your words are better then silence."
And at this moment I felt like silence was the best thing to have and so did Niall.
Yay, I have stayed to my word and have given a update on the day I had decided and I hope I do this every week.
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