The Call

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"Well I." tears flows down my cheeks. The tears blinds my vision I didn't knew what to say. I hang up. Lay in my bed and started to cry. Why. Why do I love him so much? I can't love him. I don't want to make Ake worry about homophobic people talking shit to him. I got my jacket and left the house. It was around 4:00 pm when I arrive to the park. I called Chris and told him to meet me. I sat behind the big rock where me and Chris broke up.

I heard foot steps and when I look up I see Chris sweating. I got up and stare at him, I didn't knew what to say. He hugs me his strong arm around me, his heart rate increasing, his warm breathe, and his gentle lips against my neck. The kiss on my neck reminds me on the last day of school in 7th grade a couple of months after we got together.

*Flashback*
"Josh? Will you ever leave me?" said 7th grade Chris as we lay on the grass of a hill. He went on top of me and kiss me on the neck his warm breathe, and his gentle lips against my neck. "I'll never leave you " I said as he was kissing my neck. "Good. Because I'll be selfish and not share you. You belong to me and only me."said Chris

*End of flashback*
"Chris I called you so we could
talk what song we could sing."I said he lets go and says something under his breath.
I WONDER

I WONDER

I WONDER IF IT'S OKAY TO LOVE HIM AGAIN

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