Middle School. LOVE!!!

The Contest

Everyone was preparing for the second round of the contest I didn't get to sleep that much because I too scared to death if we mess up. I saw Chris but didn't went up to him. I couldn't face after what happen yesterday. One by one the group went up to perform until we were the last ones everyone who preform went outside so the judges decided if we past or not "Josh! And Chris!" Me and Chris went up the stage and stood there until we the judges tell us to do our thing. I breath and breath out until I just sang

JOSH: And another one bites the dust
Oh why can I not conquer love?
And I might have thought that we were one
Wanted to fight this war without weapons

And I wanted it, I wanted it bad
But there were so many red flags
Now another one bites the dust
Yeah, let's be clear, I'll trust no one

You did not break me
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade-it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart
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Chris: I've got an elastic heart
Yeah, I've got an elastic heart

And I will stay up through the night
And let's be clear, won't close my eyes
And I know that I can survive
I'll walk through fire to save my life

And I want it, I want my life so bad
I'm doing everything I can
Then another one bites the dust
It's hard to lose a chosen one

You did not break me
(You did not break me, no)
I'm still fighting for peace

Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade-it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

Oh oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh-oh
Oh-oh-oh-oh

[2x:]
Well, I've got thick skin and an elastic heart,
But your blade-it might be too sharp
I'm like a rubber band until you pull too hard,
Yeah, I may snap and I move fast
But you won't see me fall apart
'Cause I've got an elastic heart

I've got an elastic heart

"Thank you! You are dismiss" said one of the judges we walk out of the stage until we can not be seen that when Chris pushes me to the wall and whispers "Your voice sounds beautiful " he come closer he grabs my arm up to the wall so I won't fight back. He kisses me and I didn't put up a fight. I remember those gentle lips. I miss him. He let's go of my arms but continues to kiss me I hug him. He stops and stare at me. He leads in said "Its time that I have to accept that you don't want to be together." he lets go and walks away. I watch him walk away slowly I feel tears coming out. I'm alone and it's dark. I need someone to save me.

You promise you won't leave me
Chris but I left him first.💔💔💔