Middle School. LOVE!!!

Save Me

Today the dance and I'm about to sing the dance has been going on for around two hours. I see Mathew about to announce that I'm about to sing I didn't felt so well because I spotted Chris he was wearing a black long sleeve button shirt with black pants while I'm wearing a white long sleeve button shirt with white people pants. Everyone seems to be having a good time. Having fun, and looking for their friends. That the time that I noticed that if you having a bad day it's a good day for other people. "Who's having a great time!" I said "Wooo!" the crowd yelled I saw Chris looking at me just watching at me but I choose not to care."Well the fun is not over because I'm going to be singing.so sit anywhere and just relax." I said Mathew lower the lights all directly to me. I took a deep breath and close my eyes everyone stood quite. I open my eyes and made contact to Chris

Josh:

I want to breathe, I hate this night
I want to wake up, I hate this dream
I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead
Don't wanna be lonely
Just wanna be yours

Why is it so dark where you're not here
It's dangerous how wrecked I am
Save me because I can't get a grip on myself

Listen to my heartbeat
It calls you whenever it wants to
Because within this pitch black darkness
You are shining so brightly

Give me your hand
save me save me
I need your love before
I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

Give me your hand save me save me
Give me your hand save me save me

Save me, save me

Today the moon shines brighter on the blank spot in my memories
It swallowed me, this lunatic, please save me tonight
(Please save me tonight, please save me tonight)
Within this childish madness you will save me tonight

I knew that your salvation
Is a part of my life and the only helping hand that will embrase my pain
The best of me, you're the only thing I have
Please raise your voice so that I can laugh again
Play on

Listen to my heartbeat, it calls you whenever it wants to
Because within this pitch black darkness, you are shining so brightly

Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

Give me your hand save me save me
Give me your hand save me save me

Thank you for letting me be me
For helping me fly
For giving me wings
For straightening me out
For waking me from being suffocated
For waking me from a dream which was all I was living in
When I think of you the sun comes out
So I gave my sadness to the dog
(Thank you. For being 'us')

Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall
Give me your hand save me save me
I need your love before I fall, fall

For a moment the crowd stood quite the Mathew yelled out "woo!" and everyone clap I saw Chris leave the MPR so I got off the stage everyone crowded me and I try to get through. Once I went through I ran out the MPR and continue to run until I'm about 5 yard away from Chris I see a girl who kisses him. I didn't move I catch me breath as tears gall down my cheeks I cover my mouth with my hands. I seen him and the girl walk away. I lead my back against the wall stares at the sunset. Tears kept falling down my face."Why didn't you stop him" said someone behind me but I didn't bother turning around "Because I...I left him first." I feel the person behind me wraps their hands around me then I turn to check who was it. It was Mathew "Don't let Chris make you cry." said Mathew he stares at me puts his hands on my face and kisses me. "Who do you are!" yelled out someone we both turn and it was Chris. Mathew stand and smile "Josh doesn't have to suffer because of you!" he yelled out to Chris. Chris come running to Mathew and punch Mathew on the face "No! Guys! Stop!" I yelled out Mathew punches him four times in a row that made Chris fall to the ground Mathew punches him three more time until I push him "MATHEW! NO!" I yell he push me to the ground. That when Levi8722 came out "Hey Mathew stop!" Mathew freeze and stop levi8722 punches him and takes him away. "Chris? Chris are you okay?" I said as tears falls down to the ground. "Josh. Come here..." I come closer and grabs my face and kiss me. I didn't put up a fight with him. "I miss you Josh." he said "I told you that you belong to me." his brown eyes twinkle like if they were stars. I gave him a piggyback ride to little bear park and we sat behind the big rock. I didn't know what was going on.

"So do you like Mathew?" said Chris

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