Middle School. LOVE!!!

Dance In The Pool Of Tears

"Josh? It's me Levi8722 um? Call back. I really need to talk about Chr-" I end the voice mail Im never thought loving a person is such a problem I think I should stay away from Chris. Ring!ring! Its levi8722.

"Hello"

"Why didn't you did nothing to stop Chris!"

"What are talking about"

"Check his Instagram"
I check it. Tears went down the phone. I see picture of him and Haley together and under the picture it said me and my bae. Kissing, hugging xoxo.

"Josh are you here?"

" *Sniff* Yeah I'm here"

"why didn't you-"

"Because he said it's finally over!!!"
I hang up and curl up on my bed. Why. Why is it so hard. I kept crying in my bedroom. I basically cry myself to sleep.

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"A dance?" I said to Mathew "Lets go together like a date!" said Mathew he started laughing and hugs me. He whispers into my ear "You look so cute when your confuse." said my Mathew
"I can't go if you to the dance." I claim Mathew face went happy to sad "Why can't you go?" he said in a way that sounded like if he were a little kid. "Because I going to be the singer for the dance."i said his face expression was amusing "How many songs?" he question I couldn't tell only one song so I told him that it was to most important song of the dance. Which was true but I could've just be bragging. The dance will be in two days so I have to practice. P.E was starting and I bump into Chris.

"S... Sorry!" I said

"It's okay!" said Chris

"Josh! You have to go to the MPR room to practice sing the song for the dance!" said my P.E teacher

"Wow! Singing! That only for the weak! Only for the people who can't stand up for themselves." said Chris

Is it true? For the weak? I walk past him. Trying hard not to cry. Why happen to the sweet gentle guy I use to know. To the person who was scared to be alone. I guess I fell first. I go in the MPR until I saw Mathew "Hey, dude I told Mister if I could be the DJ of the dance." he said happy. I smile and nod. He stares at me for a while then pinched my cheeks. "Is there something wrong?" he said. I shake my head and started to practice sing. I couldn't handle what was going on first I fell in love with Chris again and now he hates me.

Don't leave me in a dark place