[ EICHEN HOUSE, BEACON HILLS, CALIFORNIA . 2009 ]
day 793
i resorted back to the blade
it doesn't kill me
it gives me a state of pain.
nothing im not used to anyway.
this guy came in today
they said he was struggling from self-harm
apparently im struggling with the same thing, too but i dont see it that way
i see it as a trick
beCAUSE MEREDITH WILL STOP YOU FROM DYING
but you dont want to be alive so this is the only way
this is the closest you get
he looks kind of pretty he has blonde hair and blue eyes
he looked at me and he said i look pretty
i told him okay
i didn't know what to say
im not pretty? i dont understand him
we talked all day
he was the one mainly talking
i stayed silent
he understood my silence, at least
he kept talking
he was comfortable with me
he didnt make me angry
he didnt make me sad
but he didnt make me ecstatic either
do i have emotions anymore?
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witness [ malia tate. ]
Fiksi Penggemar❝ god damn, she murdered everybody and i was her w i t n e s s ❞ Xylia Sanders was placed in Eichen House. Conveniently though, after her previous roommate committed suicide, she got roomed with the one and only Malia Tate. And even better, a guy n...
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