Never Let Go

Introduction

Hello... My name is Patrick Vern. When I was at the age of 12, I figured out I was gay. I didn't feel attracted to girls than the way I did about guys! At the age of 15, I dated a kid named Corey. We would have to sneak around the city in order to see each other. At the time, I lived in a town called Fredin. I hated the city because their were gangs, drugs, and most of all, kids would beat up gays. As you can tell, I didn't have the best childhood. My parents were strong christens. They would go to church every Sunday, volunteer for anything, and HATED gays! At the age of 16, I finally came out. It was a typical Saturday but I was done hiding my true self. So I pulled them into the living room and said it. They were shocked at first until a few minutes later when my Dad beat the shit out of me. They called me a faggot, queer, worthless, disgusting, garbage, that I was a "disgrace". My Mom just sat their crying, not looking at me once. After a few minutes of my Dad bullying me, he grabbed my arm and threw me out the door. A few minutes later, he came back and threw all my clothes. That night I just wanted to end it. So I went to a parking garage and made my way to the top. I stand close to the edge, feet half off the stone. I started to think about my life. I lean over but Corey grabs me from behind. At the age of 19, Corey and I had made our way to the city of Crestis! We ended up finding a shelter too live at. At the age of 20, me and Corey finally had a small apartment. I had a decent computer so I decided to start YouTube. At the age of 21, I had about 200 subscribers. Corey was working at Kroger's and I worked at a bar during the night! Monthly we were making a couple hundreds of dollars. We were having trouble paying our rent. March 23rd, 2022, so I was about 22, Corey died. Some drunk idiot crashed right into him. I began to cut a few days after his death. He was the only thing that kept me alive... that kept me going. I just wanted to end my life but as if Corey was helping me, I was able to make enough money to build my own YouTube office! It was officially done a few days after my 23rd birthday! I started getting applications from YouTuber's around the city. So I selected a few of them. As of right now, I have accepted Ander, Holly, and Marie. About 3 months after I got everything at the office set up, I changed my YouTube name to iTurtle. It was orignally Creeper Puppy. I began to be friends with Ax, so I invited him to be apart of the office. Me and Ax did a collab channel called AI Productions. Just a few days ago I reached 500,000 subscribers! I did not tell my audience about me being gay neither did I tell the office! I got a application in the mail from a guy named Max Hasin. I look over his application. He was 24 years older and his channel name was Sebthan_. I was about to throw the paper away but I didn't. I gave him a call and asked him for a interview tomorrow.