Bts imagines

21.Jin: The ex boyfriend

It was exactly one year ago when it happened. I remember it like it was just yesterday.

THROWBACK
I was finally done with work and I was on my way home.

I was going to see my boyfriend Jin again. It's been a month since I've seen him because of his busy schedule. We've been in a relationship for almost 5 years now.

He proposed to me about 2 months ago so practically he's my fiancé. He gave me a beautiful ring and I wear it everyday.

I arrived home and all lights were off. There wasn't any sign of Jin.
'That's weird' I thought. Normally he would wait for me to come home but I guess he was very tired.
But I can't blame him, he's in a boy group so he should get all the sleep he can get.

I slowly opened the front door and turned on a light. I put my bag down and kicked off my shoes. While I took off my jacket, I suddenly froze. I couldn't move for a while.
I heard noises coming from upstairs. Weird noises. The more I listened to it the more it sounded like moans to me.

My eyes widened "no, he wouldn't" I whispered. I decided to follow the noises.
I slowly walked upstairs, trying to be as quiet as possible. As the noises got louder, I became more worried.

I opened our bedroom door and saw exactly what I was afraid of. I saw jin in OUR bed with another girl.

Even though I knew what was going on from the beginning I didn't want to believe it. Jin just cheated on me. After 5 years of being together.

"WHAT THE HECK" I screamed not knowing if I should be angry of sad. Jin and the girl immediately looked at me. "Y- y/n" Jin stuttered. I looked at the scene in front of me angrily but at the same time tears were forming in my eyes. "How could you!" I yelled and ran downstairs to calm myself down.

Not knowing what to do, I walked outside and sat on the pavement for a while.
Soon the girl came running out. Before she could get away I said "Yah!" She turned around and looked at me a bit scared. I walked closer to her and slapped her. "Don't fuck other girls' boyfriends, slut" she didn't even say anything. She just held her cheek, which was turning red, and walked away.

Jin came out after a few minutes looking guilty. "Y/n-" he began. "Please just tell me it isn't what it looked like" I interrupted him still hoping he had some kind of explanation for this.
There was an awkward silence " I'm so sorry" he said. "But I can't possibly lie to you". When he said that, I broke down. I started sobbing uncontrollably.

"I didn't mean to y/n, I got drunk and it just happened. But she doesn't mean anything to me. You're the one I still love." He said and put his hand on my shoulder. I slapped his hand away "Is it that easy to you?! 'It just happened' and then tell me you still love me while you just fucking cheated on me! What am I? A toy? Do you think you can just push me aside and take another girl home to satisfy those damn sexual needs of yours. You must've been out of your mind when you proposed to me because I obviously am not good enough anymore!" I was completely out of breath by then.

Jin stayed silent, just looking at me, with tears streaming down his face as well.

"You know I hate to see you cry" I said. "But I have no reason to feel bad for you whatsoever" I finished and pushed him aside, took the keys of my car, and left. He didn't even bother to stop me.

END OF FLASHBACK
Yep that happened a year ago. After that night I stayed with Jimin for a while. We had been close friends ever since I met jin and he was nice enough to let me stay in his apartment for a while. Then 2 months later, I saved up enough money to buy an apartment of my own.
I still live there and I'm as single as a pringle.

I didn't want to remember the incident from a year ago, so I texted Jimin 'wanna go to a coffee shop?'
He soon texted me back 'sure, I'll pick you up in 10 mins'

I put on my mom jeans and a cute crop top + my doc martens. I put my hair up in a comfortable ponytail and while I was doing that, the doorbell already rang. "Coming" I said.

Jimin and I went to a nearby coffee shop and I ordered a caramel latte with rainbow cake. Rainbows really make my day better.
Jimin only ordered a latte but I gave him a piece of my rainbow cake.

He was different than normal. He looked a bit troubled. "You look down, wanna talk about it?" I asked. "What, I'm fine though" he answered.
I shrugged it off and continued eating.

I noticed Jimin was looking at his watch a lot. "Am I wasting your time" I asked laughing, but when we made eyecontact my smile disappeared.

"Y/n I'm really sorry but please don't hate me for this-" before he could finish, I heard the door of the coffee shop open. Jimin looked at the door and I followed his gaze.

Jin just walked in. My eyes widened and I almost choked on my rainbow cake. "You called him here?" I asked panicking. He nodded "he's been complaining that he wanted to talk to you. Please just try to talk to him. You can't keep avoiding him forever" he said
"But I'm not ready"
"Come on it's been a year" and with that Jimin got up and walked towards jin, put a hand on his shoulder and walked out of the coffee shop.

Jin slowly walked towards me and sat opposite of me. "Hello y/n" he said awkwardly. "I don't think I want to talk to you" I said.
"That's okay, then just listen to me"
I nodded "Alright"

"First of all I'm very sorry for what happened and I know you might not forgive me but I really love you. For the past year, I've been a mess. I can't even imagine what you must've felt like. I can't look at other girls be a use you're always on my mind. I hoped you might want to start over? So we both can move on and we can be friends...?" He said.

I thought about it for a while. It's probably better for me to move on. "I think I can do that, you still mean a lot to me so let's be friends" he smiled at me and for the first time in a year, we made eyecontact.

Let's hope for the best

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Aigooo so cheesy and dramatic, but I love writing drama heh. Next up is a horror story so prepare yourselves hah jk idk how its gonna be.