Forever Better

Chapter 1

Miley's POV

2 years later

I laid in my bed staring up at the pastel ceiling wondering when and how someway I could see my baby. My baby. I missed everything from her first step to her first words. And I just wish that I wasn't in the business because I feel like this is my fault and it probably is.

I sat up in the bed looking beside to see a missing body from the bed, my fiancé Jason. We got engaged about half a year ago, he proposed to me after I caught him cheating in my bed. I know I should have denied his proposal but I love him and he loves me too, and he promised that he would never ever do It again.

I have thought of our future together, many and many times. We find our baby girl and hold her and never let her go again. After the 2 years I have came up with a name for her, Riley, its nice and simple. If I had more time so see her facial features or to just see how she reacts to things I could think of many different names for her.

I woke up yet again to another hopeless and meaningless day. I walked to the bathroom and took a good look at myself in the mirror. "C'mon Miley get yourself together, you cant be like this all the time!" I then started to brush my teeth and wash my face.

After that I went back into the bedroom and did makeup for the first time in months. For the past year I didn't feel the urge or the need to dress up myself or even put a little foundation on my face. It's been the same day after day after day.

 I did my makeup carefully as if I hadn't done it in ages. When I finished that I picked out a white buttoned up short sleeve top and a maroon colored shorts. I let my hair fall to the shoulder length wavy style. Then I slipped on my white huaraches lacing them up a little.

I felt more clean and fresh I don't know why, but I am glad I made an effort to at least look pretty good. I stepped out of my room and walked down the stairs. The gang is still here and haven't left since my baby has been kidnapped by Selena. They have been really supportive and I love that about them.

I went into the living room and briefly looked at the clock, it was almost twelve. Surprisingly it was very, very quiet in this household, even for a Saturday. "Jason? Ross? Dave?" I said and looked outside.

All of them were outside either playing basketball or talking in the pool. I walked to the back door and slid open the screen door, stepping outside to feel the sun beaming directly down on me. I slowly approached the pool, looking down at the girls as they splashed each other with water.

"Hey Miley." Taylor acknowledged, taking her sunglasses off her eyes pushing them up to her forehead. "Hey guys." I said loud enough to make Jason and the other boys glance this way. Jason took the ball and hugged it to his shirtless chest for a short second.

"What's going on why are you out here so early?" I asked putting my hand on my forehead. " We just needed some time to chill you know." Jennifer shrugged smiling weakly. " I smiled also.

" So should I go get into my bathing suit?" I asked, I also needed to relax and take time from the search. The ladies glanced at each other for a second than looked back up at me. "Yeah sure." Jennifer smiled.

I Then went back into the house and up the spiraled stairs. I looked around the room for my best bathing suit. (Multimedia Pic Kylie Jenner's bathing suit) It felt as if I haven't been outside in ages, my skin is starting to pale out a little and my eyes were growing bags.

I looked in the mirror, I felt more alive and sexier than before. I smiled than went back down the stairs then outside. "Hey guys." the girls turned around dropping their jaws all at the same time. "Whoa Miles, you look, wow!" Taylor scanned my body up and down.

"Damn Miley, you really know how to pull off a bathing suit." Demi said loud enough that the boys turned around faster than she could finish her sentence. Jason eyed me from across the backyard licking his lips, making my cheeks flush into a rose red.

I sat on the edge of the pool dipping my legs into the cool water, swishing the water around. "Miley I'm surprised you even came out today." Jennifer said calmly. "Why?" I knew why she was surprised I just wanted to hear it from her point of view.

"With the search going on I didn't think you would stop to have a break or even just a time to talk to us." Jennifer said. I sighed and looked up at the sky then back down on them. "You guys should be the ones to understand, your my best friends it has been really hard for me for the past 2 years with the fact that something could have happened to my baby.

They all nodded in agreement, " I still want to find her, and I am committed to finding her but I realized that I haven't been myself lately so I want to stop stressing over it and just take a break." I said. " Well I guess that makes sense."

I got up off the ledge and walked over to where Jason was. His back was turned to me so I ran over quickly and hugged is bare back form behind. He turned around quickly smiling. "Hey baby." I smiled up at him and he smiled also.

"How are you? You look and seem different." he said a little concerned like. " Well I feel different." I said grazing my hands up and down his tattooed biceps. "Not that I'm complaining" he chuckled running his hands further down my back.

"Especially when your wearing this very sexy bathing suit." he whispered provocatively in my ear. "Well I'll let you take it off later." I said teasingly, then winked. "Really?" he said with sudden excitement in his voice.

"No." he rolled his eyes making me giggle. "Gross, you know we can hear you right?" Ross said making a gagging noise. I stuck out my tongue and ran back over to where the girls were.

"Seems like you and Jason are making chemistry again?" Taylor said hopefully. "Well...I wouldn't say a lot of it we hadn't did it in a while." I bit my lip at the thought of what Jason might think of me. "I guess its ok you have been trying to find your little one, that's way, way more important than sex."

"Right"

SO that is the end of the first chapter for the sequel For Better or Still for Worst. So if u haven't read that book go check it out! Comment what you think and vote PLEASE! Love ya!!