Zaxi

And then everything became still

13 Friday October 2015

As a daily routine mom gets up early like before the big bright things comes, before the sum comes I think it is sun, not sure and then she gets ready for job and makes breakfast for both meanwhile I switch on the T.V and sit down near it.

One person comes and starts talking, can't really understand what he is saying but his voice seems tensed up and I began to feel like something baaad is going to happen.

I suddenly started to feel different types of vibrations and very unfamiliar things happening around me or they were happening inside me inside my brain, I don't know but something was very much wrong.

But before I could warn mum she left in a hurry and I was left all alone, I usually walk around or sleep during this time but my mind was not calm and I could not do anything properly. I felt like my world is going to be destroyed in seconds but could not know the reason for my unusual behaviour, Things like this never occurred to me.

Once I did feel somewhat like this, that day mom feel sick, very sick and Dad had called a human who then made mom feel better. But this time I have a weird feeling that she won't be okay.

I moved towards the place where food is made and saw my bowl filled with some kind of biscuit and milk. I usually liked it but today I felt so bad that I could not even think of touching it with the tip of my tongue.

I thought all would be better but this thing just started increasing. And there was no way I could think of stopping it. I started yelling and running around and tearing pillows and doing everything I don't usually even think of doing.

I started scratching the door believing it would open up sometime soon but it did not. My anger increased and then I jumped out of the window and was finally outside. It was a dull day and the sun was not out, the weather today did not matter and I started running towards the smell of mum. But something inside me said it's too late.

I kept running through cars and bikes, I was not sure where I was but I was pretty sure I was following the direction where mom went earlier this day.

People stood in shock as I ran like a wild beast but today their reactions did not matter and I kept running, my lungs were burning but it couldn't stop me from running.

And finally I reached a big huge gate and inside it was a building which was not so tall. I suppose this is the school. There was no one outside the gate, no guards and so I walked inside.

The building or the school was surrounded by greenery and so I first ran around the building shouting. But then a noise made me shut my mouth. The noise was very loud and was continued by shouting of many people. If it was not for mom I would have never ever come to this place.

Finally a door like structure was there and I found two people lying in the ground. I then went close to them and saw that they were not breathing, they were shot dead. I know these cause as I have seen it before.

Seeing them gave me an assurance that something was definitely wrong here. I then moved around silently trying my best not to breathe loudly. As I quietly moved around I found a few people talking loud and they had things which can kill people and me. So I tried not to gain a lot of attention and moved towards the other door which further lead me to a staircase.

Climbing up the staircase I found a man standing in the exit and he did not seem to move anytime soon and I could not take a risk of him shooting me so I quietly moved towards him and then attacked him, he shouted but then feel unconscious, uh I did not like his taste though.

I moved forward but then shooting continued and I took cover. I was helpless not that I was afraid but I knew it would kill me if I would move around at this time. The noise was too much for me to bear but I continued walking slowly and then I reached a corner and from there a big room was visible.

The big room had a number of children, a dead/sleeping man, and a man. Though I could not see clearly who all were present I was pretty sure that my mom was also present, her strong smell made me pretty sure of it.

1.00 minute for bomb diffusion. I moved towards the room.

30 seconds. I was almost near it and the analysed room and saw mum but something prevented me from moving towards her, everyone's reaction was not normal. And everyone looked at the man. Looked at the man's chest where a thing was present and it made a different type of sound and had some light shining in it.

15 seconds. I looked at mom and she was tensed up but then her eyes lay on mine and she said with her movements to go away and water came down her eyes.

10 seconds. She took a bunch of kids and moved towards the corner of the room.

5 seconds. The man pointed at them.

3 seconds- A noise came from the gun the man was holding

2 seconds- mom fell in the ground and took cover

The object blew up giving away large amount of sound, which could have taken my hearing ability away. The sound waves travelled through every inch of my body and my sight became blank and then everything became still.