Part Of Me - A Niall Horan Fan Fiction

Chapter 22

( Niall's POV )

"Harry?" I asked him as I moved closer to him. His eyes were avoiding mine. I know he's troubled. I tried to speak once more but he pinned me against the wall. "What the--" His lips touched mine. Harry kissed me! My best friend kissed me! I tried to stop him but he was stronger than me. No matter what I do, I can't escape. The way his body is pressed against mine. It's almost deadly. 

He slid his tongue inside my mouth. I tried to resist. But his breath gave me goosebumps. What the hell am I feeling?! He managed to slide his tongue all the way in. This kiss just turned wild. He thrusted. I moaned. Holy shit! I felt him smirk. You bastard! Did you really just make me moan? To be honest, he did turn me on. But why?! The warmth of his hand tickled my neck. I gasped for air as he did. "What was that for?" I asked him. His eyes dropped. "I love you, Niall."

I literally froze. I grew numb. "I--I..." Harry, of course I know you love me but not like this! "It's okay, you don't have to say anything." he said and then he took a step away from me. "No, I want to. Just let me--let me think about it." I have never felt so confused in my life. I think he figured that out. "You don't have to do this now, Niall." he told me. I sighed. I felt something. I'm not sure what that was exactly. I need more time. "Can you wait a bit more?" I asked. I see tears build up in his eyes. I know I said the right thing. "I can wait for you forever, Niall." he said. I've never seen Harry so fragile. I feel so warm inside. I came closer to him and planted a kiss on his forehead. "Thank you, Harry." 

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The night went slowly, but we all had fun. Harry was so drunk I had to carry him into my room and lock him there so he won't go anywhere. "Hey, are you sure you can drive?" I asked the lads. "Yes, we still can. Don't worry." Liam spoke for the group. "Good luck with Harry!" Louis shouted. And we all laughed. One by one they left.

Luke can't find his keys so he went back inside to look for it. "He told you, didn't he?" Jordy asked. Well, this is awkward. The girl I loved is now asking me about this. Wait, did I just say loved? Am I over her? How can I? Is this because of Harry? I'm totally confused. "Told is an understatement. He made me feel it." I chuckled. "Well?" she asked. "I felt something. When he kissed me--" "He kissed you?! Oh my god! Yes! Oh my god! Niall!" she was all over the place. "Calm down! Okay... Yes, he did kiss me. Jesus!" I sighed. "Sorry! And you... you felt something?" she asked. "Yes, it was just like what I felt when I kissed you." She looked away, thinking. "Was it strong?" she asked. That had me thinking. It was strong indeed. It was even stronger than what I've felt with her. It was pretty intense. I don't know why but it really was. And maybe, just maybe, that made me forget the feelings I had for Jordy. "Uhh--" Luke came shouting, "I found it! Let's go babe." Jordy whispered to me, "Try to kiss him again." And she kissed me on the cheek. "See ya!" Luke and Jordy waved me good bye. 

I went back inside. I walked into my room. "Harry?" And Harry answered me with a snore. He was fast asleep on my bed. I chuckled. I feel really tired and sleepy as well. I rested my body on the other side of the bed next to Harry. I groaned. "Ohh, what a day!" Soon, sleep took over.

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I feel someone's arms wrapped around me. Peaceful breathing over the crook of my neck. I feel safe. I feel protected. I opened my eyes. The sun is shining through the blinds.  Then I remembered everything. "Try to kiss him again." That was what Jordy said. Should I try it? 

I tossed in bed. I saw Harry sleeping like an angel. How can he look good this early?! I looked at a mirror. "I look horrible!" I exclaimed. My hair was sticking out in all directions. I fixed it. But in a matter of seconds I stopped. It was no use. I let out a deep, heavy sigh. "You look perfect, Niall." Harry's deep morning voice sent shivers all throughout my body. What's with me?! I tried not to look flustered. "Thanks." I simply replied. He chuckled.

Harry got up, "What do you want for breakfast?" he asked. I got excited. Harry is a good cook! I turned to face him. His jaw dropped. He wet his lips. Then stared at me for a good 5 seconds. I smirked. "Wipe that drool off your face." I said. "Niall..." and he laughed sheepishly.

"Try to kiss him again." those words came back to me instantly. It's as if she wants me to do it now. "I'll cook us some breakfast." Harry said. When he was about to go out of the room I stopped him. He turned around. His green eyes sparkled. "Why?" he asked. I looked straight into his eyes then down to his lips. My heart raced. Seems like the world stopped. I feel some tingling rush inside me. I feel sweaty. Should I do it now or should I wait?