No point

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Laurence's POV
When I saw the flash of light it was like I had everything in life I wanted
But then I had it ripped away when I woke
But I can't seem to remember what has been ripped away
So I hurried in the room next to me to check on the one and only person I love right now cadenza
"Woah Laurance I'm all right you don't have to storm in my room like that" cadenza said opening her arms to hold me
"H-how did you know I was worried?" I asked
Accepting the hug
"My big sister instincts" she said with a warm smile comforting me 
-one week later-
I went to go patrol meteli like always
While being hit on by the girls
Until i saw a girl she stood there on the docks looking around
"Hello beautiful" I said walking up to her
"Hello I'm looking for the lord?" She said
Me and her talked awhile
She had this light about her like comfort just like family and that's when I fell in love
-present aphmau episodes (when Laurance finds out aphmau is pregnant)--//

I know I shouldn't ease drop on aphmaus conversations but I need to find out more about why she fainted

"I'm pregnant with Aaron's baby" I hear aphmau say
It felt like a thousand needles got jammed in my heart
So I left I didn't want to hear more it made me sick
Why am I so stupid
Cadenza was right
I shouldn't wait so long for aphmau to love me back
This happens everytime I fall in love
They always fall for someone else
What's the point of fighting my shadow knight calling
I will go to the nether
What is the point...?
I feel so empty useless
No use...no point
She was my light
In the darkness
Now there is nothing
Just darkness

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