Royai~Dark Eternity

The Dangerous Flame

Roy's POV
After Riza left I still stayed at home. It's been a month since Hughes has died. I haven't seen anyone at all. I've been having a lot of alcohol and I was going to try smoking like Havoc, but I didn't want think I would enjoy it. I almost drugged myself, but I thought that should be saved until I've officially lost myself. I decided to get my off of him by seeing other girls and getting it on with them. I haven't slept with any women since a month ago. After Riza found out I decided to stop, but I thought why should I care if Riza found out that I've been having sex with many women? Nothing mattered to me anymore. I was a completely different person. I'm sure one day. One day. The old me will come back and light my flame again. Who am I kidding? This fire has ended and my spark can't ever be lit again. Only one person could light it again. Sadly, I can't see her anymore. I wish I made my move on the day she visited me. Instead she pissed me off and left me, saying that she'll never see me again. I went back to the kitchen and grabbed a beer that was sure to keep my mind off of that girl who could save me from this eternal hell. Then there was a knock at the door. I got up and answered it. "Lieutenant. Please go away. You fucking bitch." I demanded. "Wow you bastard. Sorry to break it to you but I'm not your little girlfriend." A voice that wasn't Riza's said. I looked down and saw the small blond standing in front of me. "Oh. Sorry Ed. I thought you were Riza. What are you doing here?" I allowed him to come in. "What the hell happened in here? It's a mess!" He scanned my body. He saw I was hiding my arms. "Mustang. What are you hiding?" He grabbed for my arm. I tried to pull away but his grasp was too strong to pull away. He lifted up my sleeve and saw the scars. "Mustang! What the fuck! Why are you cutting yourself?! What happened that led you to do this?!" That's right. I thought. He doesn't know that Hughes died. I didn't answer. He looked at me with an angered face. "Fine. Don't tell me. Anyways." He saw the two glasses of beer. "Was Hughes here drinking with you?" Pure shock and fear came to my face. He noticed. I sat down and grabbed for one of the glasses and drank it. "No. He's..." I couldn't bring myself to tell him. "He's out of town." I handle him the other glass. "Want some?" He looked at the glass. "No way! That stuff is disgusting! Plus I'm under age." He looked away. I finished the glass and set it down. "So, I saw Gracia today. She gave me an apple pie that she made herself. I was wondering if you wanted any." I gave him a look of some sort of sadness. "No thanks. I'm not into sweets." He grabbed for a piece of the pie. He took a bite out of it. The alcohol must've gotten to me because when looked at Ed I saw Hughes. I didn't know what to do next. I pinned Ed down onto the couch making him drop the pie. "W-what the hell are you doing?! Get off of me!" I wasn't thinking straight. I didn't know why I did this. I placed my lips on his. He closed his eyes tightly, making tears stream out. "What the hell! Are you drunk or something?" I gave him a seductive look. "I guess I am a bad kind of drunk huh?" I kissed him again. He cried a little more. Our lips came apart. I kept seeing Hughes. My mind snapped and I got off from on top of him. I stood up. I walked towards the door. "Get out." I scolded. "Roy." He said. I shouted louder. "I said get out!" He did as I commanded and left. I'm too danger to be around anyone. I can't go near anyone or else this will happen. I'm so stupid.

Well that was interesting. I tried not to add much yaoi to this and I had the idea of what happened with Ed in my head. The idea wasn't from me though. It was from a doujinshi I read. That's all! Hopefully I'll keep writing long chapters like this. It keeps me busy when I'm just laying around. That's it! See you in the next chapter!