DAY 51(She Status Update: I made another account. For almost 2 months, I made myself as busy as possible. Lee and I became friends. My parents did everything to prove how sorry they were. I became the student regent of our university. I indulge myself with different activities. But one thing didn't change.... my heart still belongs to Keofer Ice Norway. I stalk him. He changed his name to Ice Norway. His pictures are updated, yet his profile picture is still Aladdin in the movie "Aladdin". We aren't friends in facebook already, since I deleted the old one. He is even a public figure now.)
(5:09 am)
(ICE NORWAY SENT YOU A FRIEND REQUEST)
KIN: Hi.
KIN: Hi Ms. Ravena.
KIN: How are you?
(She Status Update: I almost fell out of my bed because of his request and messages. I put my palm in my chest. My heart is pounding. My hands are trembling as I place the cursor in the DECLINE button. I don't know what to do. After a minute, I set the cursor in the ACCEPT button then back to DECLINE. Because of frustration, I log-out without making a decision. Now I can relate to those people who don't know what to do when someone special to them sends a friend request. It is like a bomb suddenly exploded inside your heart.)
(12:03pm)
KIN: Ms. Ravena.. Hi^_^
KIN: Please accept my friend request.
(after 4 minutes)
KIN: Hey Ms. Ravena, this is Ice Norway, please stop ignoring me.
seen
KIN: Ms. Ravena.....
seen
KIN: Ms. Ravena......
(After 8 minutes)
KIN: Ms. Ravena, are you gonna make this handsome guy wait for your reply?
KIN: Hey, please reply.
(6:09 pm)
(She Status Update: Time heals all wounds. I know I'm ready to accept him, but I don't know what lies ahead. I browse his timeline. He updated his status. And again...............he made my heart thump like I'm having a heart attack. He posted, "My heart still belongs to the one who made the song Fades Away." There are 3,402 likes and 342 comments in just 10 minutes. I read some of those comments.)
Eric: Bro!!Still her?
Aileen: Wow!! I know her.
Lee: Come back home buddy!
Trisha: Awww, sweet!
Marj: Hey! Just forget her and be with me.*wink*
Diane: Mr. Racer is cheesy!
Toph: Marry her!
Crison: Loverboy!!haha
Timmy: Hey dude, it's been a long time. She's waiting.haha
I closed my laptop and went to bed. Smile formed in my lips. I know I fell again....and again.......and again.)
DAY 52
(She Status Update: Loving him despite of those bad memories isn't bad at all. I learned to forgive and make a decision on my own. I admit, I fell but I rise. I'm human and being part of being one is to continue living for people who loves you. I made mistakes but I know they are part of living in this world. I've been hurt but still, I'm alive. And now, I'm ready to face the world.)
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