Hurt (Bucky Barnes X Reader)

Avengers headquarters

                  It's been about a week since you joined S.H.E.I.L.D. You were assigned to small things like training and delivering things to agents and headquarters.

                   Nick fury, or Directer Fury as you and many agents called him, had called you into his office and told you to bring a file to Avengers Tower. You agreed of course. 

                    You got out of your black '69 Chevy Impala and walked through the door. You took off your dark sunglasses as you found the elevator and went to floor 4 (I honestly have no clue how many floors there are in the tower sorry if I'm wrong!) which Directer Fury said the lab would be were Tony or Bruce might be.

                   You heard the elevator ding and you got out of the elevator.

                     "Hello?" You said yelling into the empty hall. You walked down a hall and finally stumbled apon  a lab were Tony, Bruce, Steve, Clint, and Natasha were.

                    "Um... Hi. I'm here to give this to you guys." You say holding out the file. "I work for S.H.E.I.L.D. Director Fury sent me."

                    Natasha looked up at you taking the file from your hands "ah so you're the newbie" she said with a smirk

                  "Nat leave the girl alone she probably has en-" Steve was cut off by the door opening

                   "Hey Steve I was thi-" it was bucky. He looked up from what seemed like a book straight  at you. He threw the book down grabs the collar  of your shirt, pins you to the wall, his metal arm fisted aimed at you. "What the hell do you want-- why the hell is she here!" Bucky yelled looking back at everyone frozen.

                   "Bucky-" Steve started "put her down"

"B-Bucky-" you quietly let out holding his wrist with both your hands

                   "No why is she here!" He yelled closing the hand tighter that's around your collar.

                "Bucky, she works for S.H.E.I.L.D. She brought us a file.." Clint chimed in.

                   He slightly loosened the grip on your shirt. You let go of his wrist. Finally let going and slightly throwing you to the wall.

               You dusted your skirt/pants off. "Hm well, I've been through worst. I'm alright " You say.

                "Can I talk to you... Alone" bucky says looking at everyone and he walks out into the dark hallway. You slowly follow

              "Hey-" Steve says gently putting his hand on your shoulder. "Please be careful I haven't seen him act like this before. " you nog and walk out closing the door behind you.

                  "Why, why did you join S.H.E.I.L.D.?" Bucky asked putting his hand on his temple.

                  "I- they asked me" you said putting his hand where his was still holding his head. He slightly flinched you thought it was kinda cute.

                    "Why did you kidnap me?" Bucky said slightly moving his hand so he was holding yours 

                    "I-I was young, it was Russia, I was in the mafia! L-look-" you quietly said moving his hand from his temple, tilting his head down so he could look at your eyes. "I am truly sorry about everything that happened- that I did to you, I really really am."

                    Bucky's beautiful blue eyes mesmerized you. You felt them pierce you. Like they could see your soul. A the bad things you've done, all the harm you caused, all the feat you created, all of it. And all of it you regretted. He was beautiful, but he couldn't love you. You had hurt him. And for that he could never love a beast like you.

                      He leaned in pressing his forehead against yours, his Hand on your waist pulling it out of your daze. "W-what.." You said quietly he pulled
away

                    He slowly walked toward the close lab door

                      "Oh by the way-" he says leaning against the closed lab door "that lap dance you gave me back at that prison... Slightly turned me on." He winked and opened the door and walked in. You felt your face heat up.

  Bucky's p.o.v.

'Smooth Bucky, smooth' I say to myself as I walk back into the lab. What I see when I walked into the lab was absolutely great.

             Nat, Steve, Clint, and Tony were pressed against the wall. They were tryin go listen to what y/n and I were talking about.

              "So?"I ask putting my hand on my hip. " hear anything interesting?"

                "No" they all say backing away from the wall looking really really guilty

                  "Good" I say picking up the book I threw and walking away.

                "Oh my god... She gave him a lap dance!" Cling says looking at Natasha wondering if she's picking up what he's putting down "damn"Natasha said walking away from Clint, Steve, and Tony. Clint slowly followed her, Steve went after Bucky, and the science bros looked through the file.