Sex lessons (Hayes Grier)

Decisions

Pills N Potions~ Nicki Minaj
I hate u I love u~ Gnash
That should be me~ Justin Bieber
Lost boy~ Ruth B
Let her go~ Passenger
Stay with me~ Sam smith
Little talks~ Of Monsters and Men

Matts POV

I turned off the shower, and as I wrap the towel around my lower body I hear someone barge into the room, as I'm about to go see who it is I look through a small crack I made in the door.  

I see Hayes and Jennie.

At first Jennies face twists in confusion, until Hayes suddenly kisses her, she doesn't look like she's kissing back, but she doesn't stop him either.

"Hayes this isn't right, I have Matthew and you have Isabella." Jennie says. "I know it's not right but I just need to know how you feel about me, because honestly I miss you Jennie and I just want you back, I want you to be mine again." Hayes confesses.  "I need some time to think about this because I miss you too Hayes, but I'm also really happy with Matt just give me a few days." Jennie sighs. "Okay that's fine with me, I'll give you time, just know that I love you." As soon as he finishes speaking he returns to his room.

Maybe I would be best if things were back to the way they were.

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Jennies POV

I feel so guilty, as I think about how good it felt to feel Hayes' lips on mine again. I do feel a spark with Matt, but with Hayes it's different. I have no clue what I want. But I know I'll have to choose sooner or later.

"Jennie?" Matt says, snapping me out of my thoughts.

"Uhh, yes Matt?" I say as innocently as I possibly can.

"I asked what you were going to order?"

"Ohhhhhh, I'll probably just order a 3 cheese pasta, what about you Mathew Lee?"

"A cheese burger duhhh."

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"Can I ask you something serious Jennie?"
"Of course Matt." I reply

"Okay , um, do you still have feelings-" he pauses.

"Do you still have feelings for Hayes."

"Why would you ask something like that Matthew?" I question.

Did he see Hayes talking to me while he was in the shower? Did her see us kiss?

"I saw you and Hayes talking, I... I also saw y'all kiss."

"Matt , I'm so sorry, I'm just confused, I love you, so much but I need time to think."

"I promise I won't take a lot of time to think."

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After I left the restaurant, I went to the for a walk. It was hard to hide the tears falling down my cheeks. My vision is blurry, causing me to bump into someone.

"Sorry." I say halfheartedly.

I try to walk away without looking up, but fail.