Carter answers ,"depends on what you want and how much money you have." I say I have 50 dollars, Hayes has 52, and Alyssa had 50. So we get as much as that will buy us, thank Carter and head to my house. As soon as we get inside Alyssa starts rolling, then lights it up. She takes a huge puff and passes it to me I do the same and pass it to Hayes. After a while we are pretty high and hungry. we walk to the store and get a bunch of junk food, and go back to my house. When we get there we eat then before we know it we are falling asleep.
** skips to when we wake up**
When we wake up Hayes checks his phone and says he needs to get home and so dose Alyssa. They leave and all that's left for me to do now is wait for my parents to get home. Finally I hear their cars pull up at the same time so I pretend to be asleep. I hear footsteps coming upstairs and down the hall, when my mom swings the door open and yells, "get your ugly ass out of bed we all know you pretending to be asleep." So I get up and say "ok calm the fuck down." And she slaps me as I finished my sentence. I look at her and run down stairs because I could smell alcohol on her breath. I run in to my dad and he pushes me away and says "watch out you no good piece of shit." I let a couple of tears fall and he also slaps me. I get some water and go to my room. At this point I'm mad sad depressed and so much more, I sit on my bed and search for the razor blade I have hidden between my mattresses. Once I find it I roll up my sleeve and cut my already scarred skin 6 times, until I can't feel the pain of my parents comments any more. As soon as I cut my arm a 6th time I get a text.Hayes:
Hey so I had fun with you todayI clean my arm and text him back.
Me:
Me to hope we can do it again soon!:)
I'm so sorry it's so short I shouldn't have my phone so here you go I will update as soon as I can. so please leave comments. K luv yuh bye💋
-An.i.sa
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Sex lessons (Hayes Grier)
FanfictionI am going to be a senior in highschool but I am still a virgin.. That needs to change;quick. I'm tired of feeling like I don't exist, hated, unwanted, my parents not caring about me, but what I'm tired of most of all is being inexperienced( with se...