Angels {z.m}

17. A Change Of Heart

"Now it's my time to depart and I just had a change of heart."

Zayn

"It was the best decision." He said.

"I know." I found myself biting my lip while tried to convince myself that it was, indeed, the best decision.

Harry sat next to me and looked for the busy road. He knew more about this feelings than I did and if he said that Alison would get over everything I trusted him. I didn't trust myself, I would want her forever. 

"What Am I suppose to do now?" I took a deep breath and prepared my brain for the bad options he would give me.

"Just stay away, I can't tell you more than this." Harry pointed his finger to the sky and made a smile. "He already hates me, I can get you a hotel or a job for this months. Get out of the town." 

I nodded and cleaned the water that dripped from my wet hair to my forehead. How was I suppose to work if I didn't know anything? How was the hotel? Alison could visit me. Maybe she couldn't.  Where was she? Was she looking after me? I was hopping that she could just forget me an keep her life going. She shouldn't look for me. I was bad for her, my presence would be terrible and I would crush her soul.

"Let's go?" He asked me as he got up.

"Where are we going?" I questioned not moving.

"For now, I'm gonna take you to my house, you can only stay a day or two after that I'm going to try to get you a hotel or something cheap." Harry never looked straight to me, his eyes were always distracted for the main action. Sometimes I swore he could see something that I couldn't.

This wasn't a good idea. 

Where was she?

The question was always on my mind, something was wrong. I ignored it, I was not an angel to presage things anymore. I got up and followed Harry thought the rain to his car. 

I got in fast because I didn't like rain, it was sad and cold, it was not something I wanted to feel.

"I'm sorry for the mess." He said.

There were boxes on the backseat and the floor was pretty dirty, Alison would never have her car like this, she was pretty clean. I was not she didn't like when I dropped pizza on the carpet. She was special. I looked to the window while the drops of rain slipped through it, something was wrong. 

"It's okay." I ended up saying after a while.

When the car started to work my heart jumped a bit making me regret everything I was doing. 

"I think I want to stay." I said without sound.

"Think about her, Zayn, this will be the best." 

My heart was racing and my brain was telling me to return. I had to go back.

"Something is wrong, Harry. Please let's go back."

"Zayn, everything will be okay..." 

"Please, Harry, stop the car. Something is wrong." I yelled to him, my hands were shaking and my heart was right. Something was wrong. 

Alison

I ended up stopping in front of a store. The rain was falling too hard it was useless looking for him on the middle of the frenetic rain. I was so tired, my head felt like giving up on everything but I couldn't leave him. He was probably lost and alone, with no money, nobody to support him. He was completely wrong about everything he was thinking about. I wanted to stay with him until he was gone. 

Maybe by foot I would find him. He was probably around. 

I got out of the car and put the hood of my jacked. I would find him, and when I find him I would kick his ass because he was an idiot by thinking like that. 

The rain was falling down my face and it seemed like it wouldn't stop for anything. I tried to go under some shelters but it was useless the wind was not helping. I prayed that Zayn was somewhere under those shelters. Maybe he returned home. 

No, he wasn't capable of it. He was lost. 

"Excuse me." A policeman was stopped in front of a store and I thought that maybe he could've seen him. The guy looked at me giving me all of his attention. " I was looking for a tall guy, dark hair, hazel eyes, tattoos all over his arms... pretty weird. "

"Do you have a picture?" He asked.

"Yeah!" I searched my phone on my pockets. I had a picture of him with me. He thought it was really funny that some piece of metal could capture a real image, so Zayn was in love with photos. I had a bunch of pictures of him. I looked at the one on my wallpaper and showed it to the policeman.

"I'm sorry ma'am I didn't see him. Is he missing?" The guy looked at me and grabbed his phone.

"No! No." I couldn't send the police after him that would be dangerous, Zayn was not into laws and if he saw people running after him he will probably run away. " I just told him to meet me here and well I guess he is not here."

"I'm sorry." He said giving his attention back to the store.

I kept walking through the rain. I was so cold, my wet clothes were bonded to my skin which made me sneeze a couple of times. 

"Did you see this boy?" I asked to a girl who was passing next to me.

She shook her head negatively.

I made this question to more ten people that had the same answer, no. It looked like he was not there. 

"Excuse me, did you see this boy?" I inquired for the last time to a pretty girl who stopped next to me under a store's coverage probably running from the storm. 

"Oh the weirdo one." She said.

"Did you see him??" My voice sounded excited while my heart was jumping out of my chest. 

"He was sat on the ground and then he came to me because he thought I was someone else." She chew her gum and shrunk her shoulders. " He was next to a tv store on the other side of the road. He is a weirdo, I must warn you."

"He is great, okay!?" I almost yelled to her but I kept in mind that the main thing was find him.

I thanked and I kept walking down the road. I was so close. Thank god I would find him. My feet were walking fast every minute, he was probably there because it was raining he wouldn't leave the shelter. He wouldn't.

I run until I found a crosswalk. The sign didn't change to green so I had to wait a few. Time was counting, he could leave anytime. 

"Alison!" 

Zayn voice yelled to me from the other side of the road. I smiled and I felt the biggest relief of my whole life. I started running without stopping. I wanted him on my arms.

"Alison, stop!!" He screamed.

A pain on my left side of the body made me fall on the tar.

The last thing I saw was Zayn running to me then everything was just black.