After I stared cutting I have lost a lot of friends but like what do I know I have no mom anymore I have nothing but so what I will just live out my stupid life that I have now its what I got left my life its been two years now but I've tried to be happy.
Later on I have to go see my doctor fro my depression but if he tries to check my arms I tell him I have to use the restroom then i go out the window but now I have been skipping my doctor I might just run away from my problems that I've been trying for so long its just everything and everyone I can't run away from so I need to stop wasting time and just go.
*2 years later* no one wants to adopt me so I'm 16 now I'm really smart so I skip a lot of grades but you know I don't see the point in anything anymore I have no point to even try at anything I've been failing because my depression its hard to get my work done,the whole school hates me and I did nothing I walk in class and someone says "ugh your still alive go jump off the roof whore"
I miss to much school I don't think I can keep wanting my life but I'm trying to stay strong for Ken even though he is dead I still live by his words "stay strong stay alive no matter what you face girl look at the world like your the queen of it" I miss him so much but that's what I tell people when they tell me to die.
It been two years since I last cut but I know Ken is watching me from above so that's why I kinda won't cut people don't ask me about my arms they just call me stupid and even more names but I don't wanna cry I might just cry myself to sleep I got a busy day tomorrow but I really don't wanna do anything.
I was walking home from Ken's grave when all of a sudden some creeps wanna try and be like perverts they asked me sexual questions one said take your bra off and give it to me I did not know what to do but run but if I was to run home they would know were I live like me old friend Jill she ran home and they broke into her house and took her away.
I just hate people like that but then again I have to go to school were I see people that hate my guts,want to kill me,want me to die I just can't take thinking of that stuff it makes me sick and I just hate having to sit in a class were no one likes me
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Life
De TodoThis book is about how sometimes life changes no matter what and how you can change just like that and you can then suicidal just like that and self harm no matter what.
