{~song for chapter: I Hate You,I Love You-Gnash~}
Yasmin's POV:
~a week later~
Cayenne is laying down in my bed
"Baee" she whines
"Yes?" I say looking at her
"Can we get pizza?"
"Yes. What kind?"
"Cheese Ofc..wait put some of the pizza pie have chicken pieces in it" she says
Licking her lips
Now my mouth waters
"Alright" I say dialing a number
"Hello?"
"Hello." The guy says
"is this Pizza Hut?"
"No. It's In n Out" he says
"Sorry" I say
"What?' Cayenne says
"I called In & Out"
"Wait get that instead."
"Cayenne! Your preggo!"
"Fine" she pouts
"Sorry again...bye" I say & hang up
I dial up the right number
Which is Pizza Hut & order our pizza
The delivery guy will be here in 15 minutes
Cayenne's POV:
Derek text me randomly idk what's up with him...
I mean I check it
All I see is well...
THIS!
"From Derek🙃: 👶🏼💙"
What the hell is that baby emoji for?
Anyway..I shrug it off & I wait for Jake to return from work
I go downstairs & Yazz & I pig out eating the pizza which got here faster than the actual time
The guy said on the phone 15 minutes
It was like 6 minutes
~afterwards~
~5pm~
Yasmin's POV:
Nate & Jake get back home & they raise a eyebrow at both of us
As we're laid out on the floor humming
Our legs up & we lift them like its a exercise for Cayenne
we're laying on our backs
Her doctor wanted her to do Lamaze classes for when she's bigger
But she found out from Hannah a secret she did when she was preggo with Sky
Doing this basically
Every single day.
For 9 months straight
"Girls.."
We jump
We stand up
"Babe..um" Cayenne says giggling but blushing a little
"What was that?" Jake says laughing
"You guys were doing yoga or some shit?" Nate says laughing his ass off
"Shush Nathan" I say looking straight at him
Not even a blink from my eye
"Well I'm gonna shower & we make dinner this time" he says pointing at Jake
"Thanks babe" I say & I peck his lips
~later on that night~
~after dinner~
I wipe my mouth with a napkin
Nate out did himself tonight
It was really good.
Cayenne unbuttons her jeans & runs upstairs to change into comfy clothes
Jake goes after her
Nate & I are downstairs
But he's cleaning the dishes...wait what..
I run to the kitchen & see him cleaning
I stop him
"Stop" I say grabbing the sponge out of his hand
"No.." He whines
"I like cleaning let me do it" I say pouting
"I wanna treat you today.."
"Why? Any reason?" I say as he leans closer to me
"No. Just because I love you" he says & pecks my lips
While grabbing the sponge out of my hand
I whine
"Can I at lease put them away?" I say pouting
"Yes." He giggles
"Yay!" I say grabbing a towel..
~11pm~
Cayenne,me,Jake & Nate are on the couch watching 22 jump street laughing our asses off
I can't help but stare at Channing Tatum who's a total hunk
Nate looks at me
Jealous are we Nathan?
I lick my lips when I saw a scene of him shirtless
"Okay!" He says grabbing me & covering my eyes
"What the-"
"You don't look at other guys like that" he says
"Sorry babe" I say giggling
He's such a jealous butt.
"Can I get a beso?" He says pouting
"Sì Papi" I say & peck his lips
"Get some" Cayenne yells
"BAE" I yell laughing
~12am~
I get up to feed Prince
I get his dog food & pour it in his bowl
I get some water for him & he licks my leg
I giggle & pet his belly
"I love you prince" I say
"Mommy & I love you very much" I add
He licks my cheek
I stay with a smile on my face
I go upstairs & I clean myself up
I walk downstairs & I sit on the couch while Prince falls asleep on his tiny bed
*doorbell rings*
Huh? At this time?
It's 12:30 am
I'm literally the only one awake right now
I walk to the door
I look through the peep hole
It's Derek.
Oh my god..what do I do?
It's raining a bit outside
Which he's a bit wet from it
I open the door & he was about to yell
I covered his mouth & tackled him to the floor
"Why are you here?" I say
"Well first can you get off of me please" he says winking as I'm straddled on him
I move off & I cringe
Ew. He's even more gross than before.
"Well I came here because I came to confront Cayenne over my text to her"
"What text?"
"I texted her a baby emoji"
"So?" I say giggling
It's stupid the reason he's here for.
"I'm gonna be a father" he blurts out
"Who's the baby mama?" I say crossing my arms
I feel it's a Thotty by the name of J-
"Jordyn.."
Should've said it faster....
"Get out." I say pushing him
"No wait."
"No nothing. Derek don't you realize Cayenne is pregnant" I blurt out
Omg she hasn't told anyone yet...
I cover my mouth realizing I'm a horrible friend for saying it.
"She's pregnant?" He says gripping his hair
Oh god what have I done?..
"Yes I am" a now awake Cayenne says walking down the stairs
"I'll deal with him Bae.." She says smiling
"Your not mad?" I say feeling awful for blurting out such a thing
"No.." She says hugging me
"Nothing that you do makes me mad..hey you didn't hurt me" she says
"I didn't.." I say
"Now go rest please" she says giggling
"Goodnight" I say blowing a kiss & going upstairs
Cayenne's POV:
Derek's smirking at me
I cover myself since it's chilly
It's late November & it's freaking cold
"Derek I don't wanna fight" I say
"I don't wanna fight but why didn't you answer my text?"
"I was busy..I'm pregnant you know?" I say scoffing
He's so selfish sometimes
"Jordyn's pregnant" he blurts out
"It's your kid?" I say trying not to yell
So Jake won't wake up..
"Yes." He whispers looking at the floor
I stand up & I grip my head
Fighting the urge to yell into his face is hard.
He got her pregnant?
So called "friends" right?
Should've known it was coming anyway...
"Don't stress it's bad for the baby" he says grabbing my waist
"How do you know what's good for people you seem to ruin people's lives all the time"
I say mad
"Cayenne.."
"LEAVE! I never wanna see you again Derek James Luh omg" I say
"I never meant to-"
"You always say that don't you? This is serious Derek. Your not mature enough for a kid" I say
"Why do you worry? I thought you don't care about me" he says
"I don't."
"Then-"
"I'm worried for the innocent child that'll have you as a father"
I say opening the front door
"Cayenne.."
"Leave Derek." I say calmly as I'm told not to work myself up
Even though I basically did.
I have to calm down.
He walks outside
"Please.."
"No" I say & I close the door
I lock it & I start remembering the times of us together as I realize
It's officially done.
I'll never see him again.
Even though I've moved on
A part of me misses him for some odd reason..
*play song here*
"Feeling used..but I'm still missing you"
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I go to the bathroom & I tear up as I remember us
(Flashback:)
"Derek" I say as he's walking to the kitchen.
"Yes babe" he says smiling at me
"I love you"
"You've been saying that all day" he says & pecks my lips
"You love me tho right?" I say pouting
"Of course I do" he says
& he kisses me
(Flashback over:)
"And I can't see the end of this..just wanna feel your kiss against my lips.."
I can't believe that a year ago we broke up & I still kinda have feelings
I mean I'm happily married & 2 months pregnant with our baby.
Cmon Cayenne snap out of it.
Maybe it's hormonal imbalance..from the baby...
"And now all this time is passing by.."
Derek's POV:
I get home & throw my jacket on the ground
I go into the kitchen
I grab coffee mugs & I try to find vodka
Damnit it's not here...
I groan putting my hands on my face
I mean I miss her
I truly loved her.
I mean I was a true idiot to mess up what we had...
Jordyn came in the picture & ruined my life..
Now she's pregnant & I feel like I'm not ready for a baby.
~4am~
I'm awake with baggy eyes & I'm drinking coffee
I haven't slept at all
I miss her badly
My memories of us kills me...
"I miss you when I can't sleep..or right after coffee..or right when I can't eat"
I don't feel hungry
I get a text from Jordyn
"J💕: hey handsome wanna link up😉"
I throw my phone
I don't wanna see her at this time
"I miss you in my front seat..still got sand in our sweaters from nights we don't remember.."
I find two shirts from the night we went to a beach
I think it was a date
It had sand it in still
I sniff it & smell her perfume on it
I sigh & tear up
My eyes turning red & puffy
"Do you miss me? Like I miss you?"
I lay down & I get another text from Jordyn
"J💕: I'm coming over🤔 what's wrong?"
I ignore it & I lay on my side & fall asleep..
"I hate you..I love you..I hate that I love you.."
Cayenne's POV:
I climb in bed & Jake wraps his arms around me
"You okay?" He says still sleepy
"Yes baby" I say smiling
I love Jake..he's not like Derek at all..
He truly cares about me.
He kisses my forehead
"Rest baby...3 months tomorrow we find out if our little one is a boy or girl" he says
Smiling of course
"Yay" I say smiling
"Goodnight beautiful"
"Goodnight handsome"
"I love you"
"I love you too"
We pecks lips & fall asleep..
Jake's the one I'm truly in love with..
Derek is now a stranger to me
What happened in the past is history..
I'm happy with Jake & only him...
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