Im Sorry | Phan

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Hello! Um I guess this is the first author note on this story. Also that picture I added is how I was created 100%. Anyways I know you will skip this because no one cares about author notes but I just want you to know that I haven't been myself for the past 2 months and I can't really think, hence why I haven't updated at all. But yeah, school ended and I have more time to actually focus on my stories and finally muster the courage to show my face on youtube. One day I will record a video and post it. Okay okay I will stop rambling and finally start writing. Hope you all enjoy this chapter!
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Please play the song I added mostly because I listen to this while writing this chapter.

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Phil's pov ( shocker)

I saw the disappointment and sadness in Dan's eyes when I told him he has to wait for his memory to come back. My lip twitched as I recalled what the doctor told me.
"I'm not sure when his memory will come back but don't force it because it'll cause too much stress on him if he can't remember the details"
I sighed and led him to sit down then put my arms around Dan's shoulders, pulling him close to me. "I'm sorry but it's for your well-being" I heard him mumble something under his breath but I couldn't catch what exactly he said. I felt him move to try to get more comfortable then suddenly he looked up at me.
"Phil?"
"Yes?"
"Do you think I will remember soon? Do you think I'll be back to normal again?" I frowned and I pushed back a piece of Dan's curling hair back.
"I don't know if you will remember one hundred percent but I do hope you remember soon." Dan nodded and hid his face in my shoulder. "I want to remember so bad" his voice cracked. I felt wetness on my shoulder and I turned my head to see Dan crying. I suddenly turn and hug him as comfortably as possible considering I'm in a awkward possition. "Dan I'm sure your memories will come back but it'll take time. I want you to remember also but we need to have patience." As I said that I stroke his hair in a soothing way. I felt Dan nodding then he raised his head. His tear stained face made me frown. I always hated seeing Dan cry. I raised my hand to his cheek and wiped the tears away. "That's better" I mumbled. Dan bit his lip." Thank you Phil. Thanks for being here for me." I smiled and pulled Dan for another hug. " it's okay, I will always be here for you. I just want you to trust me with anything alright?"
"Okay" Dan croaked. I messed up his hair before standing up. "I'm going to finish breakfast. Stay in here and relax. I'll be back to bring you food." I saw Dan nod and I left his room. I felt the burning sensation in my eyes. I raised my hand to my cheek and felt wetness. With a shaky breath I walked to the kitchen to continue breakfast.

Okay so that was a suckish chapter... anyways I haven't slept at all.. it's 7 am and I stayed up all night. Yay for having sleep issues (not really it sucks) well I hope you guys liked this chapter because I changed my style. A lot. I find this way simpler and I have no idea why I chose to write in 3rd person.
I'll be back with you guys with another update hopefully soon!