~Dan's POV~
After Phil left my room I sighed and played with the edges or my pillow's sleve. I turned and looked up at the ceiling, seeing the whiteness of the wall. Blank. Emptiness. This is how I feel like my mind is. Just emptiness. I remember nothing before waking up in the hospital. What was my life like? Did I have a job? Did I have a partner? What did I do when I was home? These are the question that I ponder. But they are also questions I don't know I'll get answers from. I know Phil means good but these questions are bothering me. Who is Phil? Is he important? He must be considering he knows my past. Why can't he tell me? Who cares if it's too much stress. I want to know what my life was like. I sighed and closed my eyes. Suddenly I hear my door open. I sat up quickly, moving my arms in front of me to defend myself from whatever was intruding. My arms relax a bit once I see Phil's face. He walked towards me carefully as he had a plate in his hand. He placed the plate in the nightstand besides my bed, and sat next to me.
"How are you doing?" He asked."I guess fine" I mumbled. Phil frowned and placed his arm on my shoulder. "What's wrong, Dan?" I look up to see Phil's blue worrying eyes starting into my plain brown eyes. "Nothing, just hungry" "you sure?" He asked "Yeah" I lied. Phil's eyes looked at me once more before he stood and gave me a hug. I sat there unmovingly, not knowing what to do. Phil's hand cupped my cheek and I looked at him with wide eyes. "Please trust me Dan. Okay?" He smiled at me. I looked at him once more before looking back down at my sheets and nodding my head at him. "Now eat your breakfast, it might be cold but I don't want you to go hungry. I'll be back soon so don't be surprised when I enter alright?"Phil said a little amused. I nodded once more. Phil left my room once again and I moved to grab the plate of food beside me. I slowly ate as I thought back to our conversation.
What was that all about? He probably didn't mean to do it. Don't over think it Daniel, he just touched your cheek. Nothing more, nothing less. I finished the eggs and toast phil made and layer down in my bed. Why did I feel heat in my stomach when he touched me? What's wrong with me?
I drifted back to sleep as I kept thinking why did I react the way I did.
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Happy birthday Dan!! Lmao he will never see this. But my bby is officially 25! *tear* they grow up so fast make #DANPOCALYPSE trend on Twitter
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