Not your CUP of tea

I was raped three times

Maybe youre asking yourself why.

Why I let this happen?
Why didn't I fight back?

Let's take a tour of my life. The tragic life of a beautiful angel. Let me take you back to reality. Reality that no one cares, unless it's a matter of life and death.

Once I was a happy child. Healthy beautiful child. I just want to be taken care of and that's what I got from my loving parents.

Until this incident happen.
My innocence was being taken away from me. I was force to face the life I never dreamt of. I was being force to accept the truth.

For years I let this happen to me. I cried but no one dares to help me. They were all scared to fight back. To have me rescued from this tragedy. I was being hopeless.

But then someone came and take my hand. He help me get up and stand on my own. He taught me to fight back but when the time comes that I needed him badly, he left me with some few words. "I shall return"

I waited for three years. Fucking three years of letting others to take advantage of me again. I was weak. I have no one to help me.

It was more painful than the first one. He paid me. He made me his servant. He killed everyone I love. I was left alone.

You promised me right? I needed you.

Until the day that my body can't take it anymore. I'm giving up but I saw you there. Fighting my enemy.

That's the last thing I saw before closing my eyes.

After a long battle, I am free. Or I consider myself free.

I have children. Children whose now in different parts of the world. Some are successful, some are not.

But I'm still dissapointed.

They don't want to help each other. They were being greedy. Being eaten by this modern world. Some care by force. Others just don't care at all.

I wanted to shout at them. Tell them they should help each other to succeed. To reach that top of the ladder together.

Maybe that's what life is. Once you're free. You don't care about others.

What a sad beautiful tragic story I have right?
I thought there's happy ending. I was wrong.

Anyways, I've been telling you my life but you don't know me yet.

I'm Pilipinas. Or you can call me Phillipines.

Thanks for listening. Hope you don't get bored.

#Fortheloveofmycountry
ps. This is not made by me.
Credits to "Diary ng isang Puta"