#24 Feelings (Zayn Malik) *Song Imagine*

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we can deny it as much as we want

But in time our feelings will show

-Almost is Never Enough by Ariana Grande and Nathan Sykes

-Your POV-

Me and Zayn have been best friends for years, since Elementary school. we are inseparable… or we used to be.

When One Direction blew up, everyone thought Zayn and I were a couple. however, that wasn’t the reason we grew apart.

I love Zayn. and not just love, but love.

the ONLY reason we are slowly drifting apart is because of my feelings. i’m in love with Zayn but i don’t want to ruin our great friendship just to be in a relationship.

sadly, i have to keep my distance if it is going to stay that way.

the hardest part about this situation is that he makes it seem like he likes me too. he treats me like his girlfriend half of the time, and treats me like just another bro any other time. he is sending me mixed signals, confusing me further.

i try my hardest to hide my feelings from him, not letting anything that could sound like a lovesick puppy slip out of my mouth. i even pretend that he is in the friend zone as to not look suspicious.

i am actually starting to doubt if we feel the same way about each other…

anyways, i’m going to see Zayn today now that the TMH tour is over. hopefully i can make it through this night without confessing my undying love for him...

-Zayn’s POV-

(y/n) is coming over today. i can’t wait to see her, i haven’t seen her since the beginning of the TMH tour and i miss her like crazy.

but more serious than you would think. you see, i’m in love with (y/n). i have been in love with her since as long as i can remember. she is just perfect.

the only reason i haven’t made any move to ask her out is because i know she doesn’t like me like that.

yup, i’ve been friendzoned by the girl i’m in love with. great right?

not.

i treat her like a girlfriend sometimes in hopes that she’ll come to her senses and realize that this could be her life everyday if she went out with me. however, i treat her like another bro any other time because i don’t want to make it obvious that i love her.

she will be at my flat any time now.

i’m actually quite nervous, what if i accidentally tell her how i feel?

no. focus zayn.

-Your POV-

i just pulled up to Zayns flat.

i don’t think i’ve ever been more nervous in my life, i actually feel like i’m going to puke all over the place.

but other than that, i’m really excited.

i haven’t been able to talk to Zayn much since the tour has started since he has been so busy and worn out from all the shows. i have really missed waking up to texts from him and being able to talk to him all day, no matter where the conversation went.

getting out of my car, i fixed my jacket and blue scarf so it was neat. i gotta look good, after all i’m about to see the love of my life for the first time in months.

okay, technically he isn’t the love of my life because we aren’t together, but i like to pretend that we are.

i walked up to the door and knocked gently.

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