The Boy From The North; a Phanfiction

I'm losing myself

Phil pushed my into a stall, the bathroom was empty, phil made sure of that. He locked the door and looked at me for a second. I smiled. "Phil, what's going on with you today?"

Phil pouted, "what a boy can't kiss his boyfriend in a school bathroom and it not be normal?"

"It's just... you hate us in public and all of a sudden you're gonna try to fuck me in the school bathroom?"

"What?! I just want to make out with you... for a bit." Phil winked.

"It feels... i don't know..." my voice trailed off.

"Shut up you twat." Phil smashed his lips into mine. I melted into the kiss.

***Phil's POV***

Dan was enjoying this way too much. Maybe I liked it too... I don't know. Dan was cute... But i liked girls.  I feel bad for doing this too him...

No you don't. You never did. And you never should. He thinks he is better than you. He knows he is better than you. Hell you know he is better than you! 

The voice was right! Dan didn't love me, he wanted to prove some stupid point. That idiot would get what was coming to him... eventually....

I pulled away, Dan was very pleased with himself... Twat. Man I hated him... 

No you don't. The voice taunted me. Mocked me. 

"I don't!"

Dan's smile faded. "Don't what?"

I looked into his eyes, his sweet baby eyes. "I...."

The door to the bathroom opened. 

"Hello? Is someone in here?" That was... a girls voice... a girl?! 

I put my hand on Dan's mouth. Don't say a word, I mouthed. 

***Dan's POV***

It was Becky... Why the hell was Becky in the men's restroom? 

Phil put his hand over my mouth so I couldn't make a sound. 

She walked up to the stall "I know two people are in there. Dan... Is that you?"

Phil's eyes widened. I took Phil's hand off my mouth and sighed,"yes Becky it's me."

"God, Dan what the actual fuck are you doing? Is that.. Phil with you..."

"yeah..."

"What were you doing?! Scratch that I don't even want to know."

"We were just talking."

"I'm so sure." 

I unlocked the door, although Phil looked like he was going to die.

We walked out slowly, and I grabbed Phil's hand. No point in being ashamed.

Becky sighed. "Dan... What are you doing? And I don't mean right now. I mean with Phil, with Alison, with everything?"

"Listen Becky I don't need this from you. I already got yelled at by Alison and Jessica, I don't need you too." 

"Dan... I'm not trying to lecture you! It's just well, we care about you and you left us for him.No offence."

"Oh none at all." Phil replied sourly.

"What are you even doing in here, becky. This is the BOY's room."

"Well after you ran away I thought I'd check on you, because it was obvious Ali and Jessica didn't care. And I saw Phil drag you in here.... and well yea..."

"Phil and I were in here for like 10 minutes where were you? hmmm?"

"Oh yea, I may or may not have been chatting up some boy. Really smart, kinda cute, but really awkward... whatever."

"And so you broke school rules to check on me?"

"Well.. I.." 

I hugged her tightly, which shut her up.

"Uh, Ok, Enough hugging." Phil said.

"What was that for?" Becky asked.

"For not being a total bitch."

Becky smacked the smile off my face. She walked to the door, but turned around to say "don't expect it to happen again, Howell." She smiled, flipped her hair, and walked away.

"Wow," I gawked.

Phil slapped my stomach, "What you looking at, Howell," he mimicked.

I laughed, "oh nothing, Lester. Let's get to class."

"Smart idea."

I started to walk to the door, but Phil pulled me back, kissed me again, and whispered in my ear, "I thinking I'm losing myself."

I grabbed his hand and proudly walked down the hallway.

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woooo an update! kinda bad, but whatever.

BUT OMG PHIL DIED HIS HAIR BLUE. BABY DIED HIS HAIR!!! 

I honestly think Dan had something to do with it. Ok byee