The Boy From The North; a Phanfiction

A Pain That Won't Go Away

I did it. I couldn't believe I had broken up with Phil! I sat in my car with my head in my hands, I was crying too. Why was this so hard for me? "FUCK," I screamed. It was all I could muster, or even think of saying. Why was I so god damn stupid, why did I break up with him, why didn't I just try to work things out with Phil? Did I love him so much to forgive him for all the pain he's caused me? Sure, I could. That wasn't the issue, at least I don't think it was. Was it Alison's disapproval? Was it everyone's opinions on them? That I, we, weren't out? I let out a long sigh. I wiped my face and started the car.

When I got home my mum greeted me at the door. 

"Welcome home, honey!" My mum said too happily, "oh. What's wrong Dan?"

I sniffled a little, "mum there is something I need to tell dad and you."

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I finished telling my parents the story, everything minus sleeping with Phil. They didn't say anything for awhile so I tried to talk again.

"I know this was poor judgment on my part..."

"Dan, honey, it's okay. When you came out to your father and I, we didn't really understand but we were not as accepting as we should have been... Anyways, the fact that we didn't know more about the Phil incident pisses me off, oh excuse my language. But the fact of the matter is you were right to break up with him and I'm glad he was kicked out of that school.... But, we won't stop you from seeing him, if that's what you truly want. But be careful, I'm not sure if he's safe, Daniel."

I was crying, I don't know if I was sad or happy. "Thanks, mum. Dad?" My father had be quiet the whole time.

"Your mother is right. We don't care what you do, but I don't know if I approve of Phil... Oh I don't know what I'm saying..." My dad awkwardly laughed, "maybe you should go hang with some friends or something to get better opinions...."

"Uh, sure okay." I got up and went to my room.

I picked up my phone, but I didn't text Alison. I wasn't sure what I would text him, but I knew I should.

***Phil's POV***

I went home and slammed the door to my room.

"PHILIP! Don't slam the door!" My mum yelled.

"Yea, whatever." I replied, but she most likely didn't hear me. What was going on in my life? Dan broke up with me! I was shocked, really. I would have broke up with me too, if I were him. God dammit! I threw some stuff off my desk, I saw Lion fly across the room. I sighed, Dan always thought Lion was really cute, he also thought that I was cute for having him still... Why was I thinking of him... Because I still love him, that's why.  My phone beeped and I practically jumped on the bed to grab it.

New Message from Danny

DAN?! He texted me?! Really! I was happy... Wow.... I was happy, it seemed as if I hadn't been happy in so long. I opened the text to see what he said.

Phil... I think I was wrong. I shouldt have handled that the way i did do you think i could see you? i think we CAN work it out, we CAN be together... but we will need to come out together. starting with your parents.

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well yea that happened.... kinda shitty oh well... im kinda stuck with this story.... help!

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