Wanting to say no
But I'm not doing things I ought to do.
I'm lying to you
Which is a sinful act and is not true.
Wanting to be true,
Honest, loyal, sincere, and being true blue,
But I just cannot.
You ask me whether I'm loving you not.
This is my answer
I can't sincerely love you ever
And even from now,
You are better than everything you know.