EMON FF//Is Emon Real?

Old friends

*1 year later*

It's been a year since the Sidemen started and our YouTube channels are going good. Harry's gotten used to us and we all live together in a sidemen house in North Greenwich in London. Our fans don't know me and Ethan are dating, they don't even know we are gay. We decided to keep that private just in case they don't accept us.

Our friends and fans have been shipping me and Ethan as Emon and I think it's a cute name. Me and Ethan haven't done anything together yet though. We've cuddled, kissed and held hands, that's it. I guess he's just scared, that's all.
We do have separate bedrooms but we usually end up sleeping together.

*SMUT WARNING*

'Si si si' I awoke to hear Josh chanting my name 'you've reached 500,000 subscribers!'

'What?! Naaaa you're pissing me' I say sleepily. He opened his phone and showed me. It was true. Ethan came running into me and jumped on top of me.

'You did it babe!' He laughs while kissing me.

'Okay, I'll leave you two be. Make sure to be ready by 12, we have decided to go to nandos to celebrate and Harry is bringing his friends Cal and Cal' Josh says while closing the door behind him.

I pull Ethan closer to me and our kisses turned into making out and making out into taking off each tigers clothes. We lie in bed looking at each other both throbbing.

'You sure you're ready?' I ask panting.

'Yes Mr. minter' he growls.

He slowly unbuttons my jeans and pulls them off while taking his own pants off. We were both naked next to each other, he was big. Seeing him like this made me love him more. 'Damn, you're even sexier like this'.

I pull him on top of me and I'm sure you can guess the rest.
----------------------------------------

*TRIGGER WARNING*

'I love you Minter' he smiles

'I love you Behz' I giggle.

We both realise the time and realise we only have 20 mins to get ready.

We both frantically get ready as JJ shouted us. When we went downstairs and he gave us a little smirk 'Guess you guys had fun' he laughed. me and Ethan both started to blush.

We are going to be meeting harry and the two Cal's at nando's. For some reason, I have a weird feeling about this, its a feeling I cant shake.

It's kind of annoying me and Ethan can't do couple things in public as we get recognized by fans everywhere but i'm not complaining and I have awesome fans.

We decided it would be a good idea to walk to nando's to get some fresh air, as we sit inside all day. We arrived at nando's and Harry was already in there with Callum and Cal. (Callum is callux)

When we got in ther my heart sank when I saw Harry with Callum and Cal. It then clicked. That's how i knew them, they were my old 'friends' who left me when I came out. I look over to JJ who I could see was angered. I pulled JJ to the side and told him not to say anything. I didn't want to ruin anymore friendships. Ethan could tell that me a JJ were agitated but I told him I would explain later.

We sat down at the table and Harry introduced us all. 'Callum and Cal this is Ethan, JJ, Tobi, Vikk, Josh and Simon'. I keep my head down and at hearing my name the two Cal's looked at each other in shock and started to stare at me. I sat down at the opposite end of the table to them with Ethan and JJ either side of me. JJ was like a brother to me and he cared for me like a big brother although he was slightly younger than me.

'Yeah we both have youtube channels too, I'm Calfreezy and he is Callux' he says 'We should do a collab together' When Cal says that he looks over to me. 'I'm sure Simon would want to join us too, it's a long time no see friend. we were good friends in high school but we drifted apart'. he smirked.

I hate him so much, he is so smug and nobody has a clue. 'Whatever' i grumble back.

'Whats wrong Simon? Still can't get over the fact that we're more popukal than you and that we don't like to hang out with fags?' He says not breaking eye contact with me 'Or mentally unstable people' Callum adds.

'Yo shut the fuck up dude that was uncalled, you're the fucked up ones. Ditching your friend'. JJ shouts fists clenched.

Everyone else is silent and I just get up and run. Ethan shouts me but I don't look back. I'm so embarrassed. In high school I suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts. But I got help and I got better. They found out and spread shit about me all round school and now they have stirred the pot with my current friends.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Hey guys Unknown here. I would just like to say that if you're suffering from suicidal thoughts, depression, anxiety or you're just not feeling good please don't hesitate to get help. Trust me, it does get better once you talk to someone. You have to reach your lowest point before you can reach your highest.

If you ever need someone to talk to I am here for you even though I may not know you. fell free to message me. 

Stay safe guys, X.