5SOS Imagines

Faded (Calum)

(A/N: This is in first person's P.O.V. para maramdaman niyo talaga. This is kind of emotional, so read at your own risk.)

Nasa airport na kami. Aalis na sila Calum. OO, AS IN CALUM HOOD. Siya 'yung lalaking pinapangarap ko. At sa akin na siya.

Niyakap niya ako noong nakita niya ako. Bigla siyang... umiyak? Bakit?

Kinuha niya na lang bigla 'yung kamay ko at niyaya niya akong sumayaw.

"Calum, bakit?"
"We need to talk about something."
"While dancing?"
"I thought it would be memorable so.. yeah, while dancing."
"Okay, explain."

Umiiyak na naman siya pero hindi pa siya nag-eexplain.

"You know what? Your crying scares me."
"But why?"
"E kasi natatakot ako baka mamaya ang lalim ng problema."
"Well, it's true. Y/N, sorry. Aalis na kasi kami. Kailangan na kitang iwan. Hindi ko rin sure kung mababalikan kita. If ever, baka matagal pa. Kailangan ko talagang sumama sa band since 'yun din naman ang dahilan kung bakit ako nandito. Feeling ko talagang babalik ako. Oo, babalik ako."
"Y-You spoke in Filipino, how? Why?"
"You said you wanted to hear me speak Filipino, so I tried learning it."
"Calum, you know how much I love you. I don't really care about the distance as long as we get in touch, I'm okay with that."

He hugs me so tight. At binulong niya, "Mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal na mahal kita, Y/N."

Pero bigla na lang nawala 'yung kasayaw ko at kayakap ko. Nawala na pala siya. Bigla na lang siya naglaho.

Naiyak na lang ako kasi wala na. Wala na pala 'yung taong mahal ko. Wala na pala 'yung dapat na makakasama ko habang buhay. Matagal na nga pala siyang nawala.

"Oo, babalik ako." Pero nasaan ka na?

That was the day when I lost him forever. The sweetest day. The saddest day. The most memorable one.

(A/N: If you're confused, you're just having a flashback. This was the day when he died, the day when he had his accident. You just missed him so bad kaya naalala mo siya bigla.)

(A/N: Also, this was my dream in the night of June 2.)