I miss her
I hate this
Why did she not come to me to tell me she was depressed
She pushed me away and didn't talk to me
Now she's dead
No one wants to tell me why
My name was the last thing she said
Yet I wasn't important enough to know why
I WAS HER GIRLFRIEND WHO LOVED THE HELL OUT OF HER DESPITE HER BEAUTIFUL FLAWS
YET I WASNT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO KNOW WHY SHE DECIDED TO KILL HERSELF
I WASNT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO KNOW UNTIL I TRIED TEXTING HER PHONE TO SEE IF SHE WAS OKAY
I WASNT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO DISCOVER HER DEATH UNTIL A WEEK HAD PASSED
I WAS BLAMED
I WAS TOLD IT WAS MY FAULT
I WAS NEVER TOLD WHAT I DID WRONG
ITS BEEN ALMOST A YEAR AND I CANT GET IVER THIS DAMMIT
I MISS HER ADORABLE LAUGH
HER SWEET GOOD MORNING TEXTS
HER BEAUTIFUL FACE
HER CUTE ATTITUDE
HER WAY WITH WORDS
HER
I
MISS
HER
WHY DOES NO ONE UNDERSTAND
I TEXT HER NUMBER WHEN IM UPSET AND HOPE WITH ALL I HAVE THAT SHE WILL RESPOND
BUT NO
SHE
NEVER
DOES
GUES WHY!!!
SHE KILLED HERSELF AND THERES NOTHING I CAN DO TO CHANGE IT
IF I COULD BRING BACK THE DEAD I WOULD
IF I COULD GO BACK IN TIME TO STOP HER I WOULD
IF I COULD SEE HER FACE AGAIN I WOULD
DAMMIT THIS HURTS SO BAD
