Depressing af camp

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So i had a church camp that lasted from the 6th-11th

I was super shy and kept to myself and hung out with my friend

I ended up meeting a guy through her because they became friends through a group activity

We became great friends

He stood up for me when i was picked on for being "emo" and threatened because, well, i dont even know why but this guy kept trying to fight me and even rammed into me like a fucking bull so it wasnt cool

But anyways

He was so sweet and nice and tbh he was cute

Today was the last day and i was upset and all because i knew i wasnt going to see most people again

During breakfast, he asked me to follow him so i did

He gave me a cute little rose and what he said gave me so many butterflies...

"A beautiful flower for a beautiful girl"

I was blushing so bad omfg....

So he started talking about how much hes going to miss me and stuff and how we will probably never see each other again being he lives about 12 hours away...

I almost broke down and i just hugged him....

I didnt want to leave....

I was able to take a picture with him so i have that, but...

Its not the same as being there with him....

Im still depressed because of it, but i at least got his number....

And i still have the rose he gave me...

But i wasnt able to say goodbye....

His group left before i could find him and its been making me so damn depressed ;-;

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