Forgotten With The Wind

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!!!TRIGGER WARNING!!!
!!!SELF-HARM (not graphic)
!!!ABUSIVE-DAD!!!
!!!ABUSIVE-BRO!!!

//Btw when something is 'in this' it means thought or thay are thinking it but not saying it
And if something is "in this" then they are saying it\\

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" so John, I know you have no clue what's going on and I don't either so I'm gonna talk to my bro and find out and I have some time before we go out on our job so I'm gonna ask you some questions, is that ok?" Dave said quietly and I just nod. "Good, so first question how old are you?"

"14" I mumble not trusting Dave he just smiles and puts his hand on my shoulder, I flinch a bit but ending up letting him

"Cool I'm 16. Are u hungry? I can get you some food."
I nod and he gets up putting the gag back in and walking out.

~15 minutes later~
Dave walks back in with a blue bowl of soup here "eat this it will you feel better" he sets down the bowl and taking out the gag then he speaks up again "I have to go to work so I'll talk to bro then ok" he says untieing me so I can eat and then leaves. I eat my soup and look around 'there's a window but it looks like where 20 stores up soooooooo... yeah the door is locked so can't get out that way either.' I look what's in the room there's a bed and a TV that's not hooked up to anything. I sigh and I crawled onto the bed, 'at least I can be comfortable...' you think and just stayed there letting my mind wonder 'god dad's probably is worried sick' I felt tears run down my face 'ill never get to see him again... Dammit john! The last thing you told him is you hated him god damm it! good job now he thinks you hate him and ran way' you sobbed louder as you hugged your knees into you chest.

'why me...' "WHY ME THERE ARE BI-BILLIONS OF PEOPLE IN THIS WORLD! WHY WAS I-ME JOHN FUCKING EGBERT THE ONE TO BE KIDNAPPED" You shout pulling your hair as you cry out in pain not just physical but mental to
"j-just why..." you cried yourself to sleep that night.

~Johns dream~

"D-dad?" You said a smile appearing on your face "DAD!!!" You ran up to him and hugged him you where so happy to see him "I...I  never thought I'd see you again..." You whispered smiling into his chest

"I wished I never see you again I guess we can't all have are wishes." Dad said. You looked up at him confused you could see the hate in his eyes. He slapped you acrossed the face and you fell onto the ground "YOU FAGET. GO BACK TO HELL WHERE YOU BELONG YOU SPAWN OF SATAN!" He Spat, looming over me.

"D-dad" you started to cry harder

"No John. I'm not you father no more. No son of mine is or ever will be a gay fag..." he looked away from you "god I can't even look at you. I NEVER what to see you again. Ever" he said walking away from me... you could hear the hate in his voice

"I'm sorry..." you whisper

~end of John's dream~

You woke up crying your eyes out. "I'm sorry dad... I'm sorry you don't love me.." you cried out as you stated to scratch your wrist with your nails, drawling blood "I'm sorry I'm a disappointment that I can never do anything right.... I'm sorry that in not the son you wanted" you cry even more "IM SO FUCKING SORRY THAT YOU HATE ME!" You shout scratching you wrist harder. You hear yelling out side the room

~Daves pov~

"IM SO FUCKIN SORRY THAT YOU HATE ME!" You hear John yell '...he sounds like his crying'

"DAVE GO TELL THAT FUCKING FAGET SOME OF US ARE TRYING TO SLEEP. AND IF YOU DONT THEN I WILL AMD IF I GO IN THERE HE WONT BE ABLE TO TALK!" Bro yells and raises his hand up to slap you. Then he thinks for a minute and puts his hand down "or even breathe" he chuckled to himself

"O-ok bro. I'm o-on it" you shutter out, flinching a bit as he puts his hand down.

You walk to the guest bed room where John is you unlock the door and walk in only to see a cry ball of nerd. You go over and put your hand on his back, he flinches and looks up at you with tear stand eyes 'those beautiful sky blue eyes... but there not sparkling like they where when you first saw him walking home from school his eyes where the thing that drawed you in to him... but now instead of the sparkling, joy and the curiosity they where now dull, lifeless and full of sadness it made you feel so bad you just wanted-no you NEEDED to be here for him to hug him and to love him' you thought "Shhhhhhhhhh it's ok I got you" you say in a calming tone and sit on the bed with him. He sits in your lap hugging you, crying into your shoulder and mumbling something you can't make out. He keeps mumbling even when he moves his head to lay on your lap you think he's saying something like -im sorry- but I'm not sure. he keeps doing it intell he falls asleep which is three minutes later... with his head in your lap, you play with his hair 'hes so peaceful when he's sleeping and kinda cu-' your thoughts get cut off as you noticed John's wrist 'fuck john. what happened?... Did you do this to yourself?... Was is the chains that you where tied up with?' you wonder picking up his hand kissing the cuts and he started to shake and mumble some more "shhhhhhhhh I got you... it's ok John your safe with me" you whisper

You stayed with him all night makeing sure he was ok you started to get up but john hugged your waste and mumbled "don't leave me" in his sleep. this made you smile and you leaned down to kiss his cheek "I'll never leave you" you wisper in his ear

~johns pov~

Dave came in to the room and start to calm you down. I felt as if I could trust him he was so relaxing. I hugged him crying into his shoulder

~be John five minutes later~

You where now laying on Dave's lap. "I'm sorry... so so sorry-im sorry that I'm a fuck up I'm sorry that I'm a little faget boy sorry that I mess everything up sorry you don't love me-that you hate me sorry I never was a good son..." You mumble as you fall asleep with Dave playing with your hair.
You didn't have a nightmare when he was in there it was peaceful.

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Oh! And sorry it took me so long I just been busy with work and shiz
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