Letter 12- 30 years old

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It's been 23 years now dad

I have a son now

I named him partly after you

His name is

Tyler Michael Clifford

Caleb decided he didn't want to be part of his life so he got my last name

But Clifford is the bestest name anyway

He's so cute dad

He has my bright green eyes and nose

Which are your eyes and nose

Mum told me he's a spitting image of you when you were little

He doesn't have the same blonde hair that we had when we were little

He has brown hair which isn't to dark and isn't to light

The guys and mum love him which isn't surprising because he's so cute

He loves to play on his little bike

He also loves to listen to music

One time when I first showed him one of your songs he saw the album cover and said to me

"Who is the person with the red hair"

He asked me pointing to you

I had to explain to him that you were his grandad and my dad and that your up in heaven

And then guess what he said

"Was he a good daddy"

And I told him you were amazing but then he asked me why didn't he have a daddy

That made my heart break a little

I didn't know what to say to him so I just told him to ask me when he's older

At least he has Ash Luke and Cal

I think he likes Ash the best because he lets him have a go at playing the drums

One time he stayed over at Ashton's and Bryanas and he came back wearing black skinny jeans, a 5sos shirt, black converse and a bandana he looked so cute

Did I mention he also had a little drum kit and a little guitar

He loves to play on them

I'm pretty sure those are his favourite things to play with

He tells me he wants to be a rockstar when he grows up and I find that so cute

He really is like a mini you

I wish you we here so you could see him you would adore him

I really miss you dad

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