then there was writing on the next page,
160218 i found my hope
160429 i feel loved
out of shock, the notebook slipped from my hands. my heart dropped to my stomach. something in me rose. i ran out the hospital.
i didn't know where i was going. all i thought was to run, run, run.
because it felt okay to feel the same adrenaline i had when i was with him.
park jimin, the boy who was my sun. he didn't exist at all. he was dead the whole time.
i was talking to his ghost.
if only i can see him just once.
