Fanmeet || Jimin BTS

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My heart was beating at a rapid pace. It was almost my turn and Zoe, my bestfriend, was clapping her hands behind me excitedly. She tugged on the hem of my shirt, making me turn around.

Excitement was written all over her face. She had a smile which went from ear to ear and she was sweating uncontrollably. She tried to say something to me but I couldn't make out the words.

I felt a hard tap on my shoulder and I turned around to see an irritated looking woman standing in front of me. She gestured for me to go ahead and I nodded, taking nervous steps forward.

Believe it or not, it was my first time meeting BTS or any idol to be exact. I was worried that I'd trip and embarrass myself so I walked cautiously, with my hands gripping on the end of my shorts.

As I was walking, I felt a bit dizzy and right there I thought I was going to pass out. My chest felt heavy and I had trouble breathing.

The first person seated on the table was J-Hope. He was smiling while I was taking a seat on the chair provided. When I turned to face him, his smile faded.

There was a brief pause. He leaned closer and looked at me intently, as if he was studying me. I had to admit, it made me very very uncomfortable.

I gave him a small smile, bringing him back to reality.

"O-oh, hello..." he greeted awkwardly.

"Hi." I said, placing a photobook on the table. I turned the page to his picture and handed it to him.

"What's your name?" he asked, looking up at me.

"Diana..." I replied. I spelled out the letters of my name for him and he wrote it down before signing it. He then gave it back to me with a smile.

Seeing that the person next to me hasn't moved over, I took the chance to give J-Hope a gift. I took a piece of paper from my bag and gave it to him.

"Wow, is this for me?" he asked, taking the fanart I made for him. He admired it for a while before turning back to me. "This is so cool! Thank you! I will surely keep this!"

I nodded slightly and smiled in response. I moved on to the next chair, after seeing that the person next to me moved over. I was now seated in front of Jungkook, my forever bias wrecker.

I was mentally fangirling but I tried to keep my cool. But I still failed to do so as I was squirming in my seat and biting my lip before any weird whale-like noises come out of my mouth.

"You look familiar..." Jungkook muttered when he saw me. He turned his head to the person next to him, which was Jimin. He then turned his attention back to me and smiled.

"Ah, nevermind." he said, still smiling. He took the photobook that I placed on the table and wrote something.

"Name please?" he asked, turning to look at me.

"Diana..."

He nodded and wrote my name down. I was surprised to see that he spelled it right even though I didn't spell it out.

While he was signing, I took another piece of paper from my bag and placed it on top of the table.

"Here you g- Ooooh, what's that?"

I chuckled and took the photobook. "A fanart I made for you..." I said and he gasped in awe.

"Woah, you have talent!" he exclaimed, his eyes gleaming with joy as he looked at it. "This is daebak! Thank you so much!"

"You're welcome Kookie." I replied as I tried to hide my flushed cheeks by lowering my head.

I suddenly felt a tug on my shirt and when I turned my head, I saw that it was Jimin. We made eye contact and I swear, I felt my heart skip a beat. I was finally going to meet Jimin. The Park Jimin.

I had always asked myself if it's possible for a fan to fall in love with their idol. My friends keep telling me that it's not love (it's dove lmao jk) but infatuation. They say that you only fall in love with a person if you spend time with them and get to know their flaws and imperfections and accept them for who they are.

But why does it feel different when I see Jimin? Sometimes I feel like we're connected in some way. I love him not as an idol but for who he is as a person even though we haven't met at all.

I saw his eyes grew wide when he saw me. He instantly let go of my shirt and sat up straight. He cleared his throat and gestured me to sit down in front of him. He was acting quite weird.

No wait, scratch that.

J-Hope and Jungkook also acted weird when they saw me. Was there something on my face or am I just too ugly?

I noticed that Jimin turned a bit pale and I became worried. "are you okay, oppa?" It felt weird to say that. Oppa. Saying it makes me cringe internally.

I tried to look as calm as I could. But him looking at me like that made it almost impossible to do so.

He nodded his head silently though he was still looking at me with wide eyes.

I heard someone giggle and saw Jungkook smirking at Jimin, He nudged his hyung's elbow and pointed to me using his lips. "why don't you just tell her?" he said, making me raise my brow.

Tell me what? I was so confused at that moment.

Jimin didn't move nor even flinch slightly. He even ignored Jungkook and he was still looking straight at me.

I saw Jungkook roll his eyes and he mumbled "Whatever.. I'll do it.." before leaning towards me. "Jimin stalks your twitter very often. I don't know the full details on how he found out about you but I always catch him scrolling down on your tweets and he even has a photo of you saved on his ph-asjsjakaakskals"

Jimin covered Jungkook's mouth quickly before the younger could say anything else.

I didn't know how to react after hearing everything Jungkook has said to me. I was speechless. So this is why they've been so weird to me.

"Uh so..." Jimin started to speak.

I shakily opened the photobook on his picture and handed it to him. He took it and wrote down my name. I kept my head low and did not make a sound while he was signing. He signed it and gave it back to me, not saying another word. I gave him my fanart and I was ready to move over to the next seat when I saw a sticky note attached to the page he signed.

I took it out and saw that he had written his number down and below it were the words,

Here's my number
{ insert random phone number here }
Meet me after the fanmeet xx
-p.j.m.