My Cloud (canceled)

Is It Worth It?

The last few days has been weird. It's like those weird relationships you hear about where they live together but aren't together. It's like that with Jc and I right now. It sucks, you know? I came here with him so we could be together. It's partly my fault though, I mean I won't talk to him because of the whole thing that happened when he punched Kian that one night. And yeah I won't talk to him, but he hasn't made an effort either.

I've stuck with Kian, Andrea, and her friend, Kara, lately. When Andrea heard what Jc had done to to Kian, she was in his arms and they made up. Wish I could say me and Jc had made up too. 

I was waiting in the lobby with Kian and Andrea; we were waiting for Kara to finish getting ready in her room. "I'm gonna go see if she's almost ready. Be back in a sec," and I took off towards the stairs seeing that the elevator had just been taken up and it would've taken longer to wait. When I reached the door with 'Floor 3' written on it I stopped to catch my breath. I hadn't run in days. I'm so ready to go home and hangout with my friends, play soccer, take long runs. Maybe even with Mason, we hadn't taken a run together in forever. He used to be my running buddy. Then we had to cancel a few times and we just never started again. I had to run all alone. He got too busy with his new girlfriend. Now that I think about it I was so jealous. I'm over him now though. I wonder what he's been up to, I haven't talked to him in weeks.

I slung open the door and ran down the hall towards Kara's room. Just as I rounded the corner I felt like a ran straight into a brick wall. My hands flew up to a very familiar chest. Jc's chest. It felt just like it did every time we had laid together, or when I had kissed him for the first time in his kitchen. His hands had tightened around my wrist once he looked down to see it was me, "Mia I really need to talk to you," I looked up to him and saw so much pain. "I miss you so much and I invited you on this trip for a reason."

I ripped my wrists from his hands to throw them around his neck and pull him into a hug. "I've missed you too." I pulled away and gently grabbed his face between my hands, "but we do really need to talk." I forced a smile, not too excited to talk about everything with him. This would make us like stronger though. Right? 

"Yeah definately." He wrapped his arms around me once more.

"I was actually just going to get Kara. We're going to get frozen yogurt with Andrea and Kian," he scoffed at the sound of his name. I lightly punched his arm, "come on! You and him need to talk just like we do, you guys are best friends. I swear if you throw it away over this.." I trailed off not knowing exactly what to threaten him with.

"We were bestfriends."

I gave him 'the look' until he leaned down and lightly kissed my lips. I was so frustrated with how childish he was being about the Kian situation, but I couldn't resist the urge to kiss him back. We both pulled away and embraced eachother once again. He let his lips fall just behind my ear, "I can't even say how much I have missed you Mia." 

"Trust me. I've missed you too."

We stayed there, enjoying the feeling of us together for the first time in what felt like weeks. Saying our 'see you laters' and walking away was heart aching which was weird knowing we would see eachother in a matter of hours. We were on the right track to be back where we were just days ago. I continued down the hall to where I had been heading before running into Jc towards Kara and Andrea's room. I reached her door and lifted my hand to knock when it swung open, and I saw Kara. "Come on you! Let's go!" She slung her purse over her shoulder and we bolted to the elevator.

When we reached the lobby, Kian was sat on the couch with Andrea laying down, her head on his lap nearly sleeping. He saw us walking towards them and lightly shook her awake. We exited the hotel and walked down the road to a fro yo place we had passed early that week. After we chatted for a while and ate our yogurt, I pulled out my phone and sent a  text to Jc. Hey. We're finishing up our yogurt and on our way back, you wanna meet in our room? I quickly pressed send and waited for a reply as we walked back to the hotel. My purse began to vibrate from my phone, when I pulled it out I expected to see a text from Jc, but I found call from Mason waiting to be answered.

(A/N italics is Mia and bold is Mason)

*start of phone call*

Uh hi Mason?

Hey MIa! What's up?

Umm not much. I'm in California right now actually. Not to sound bitchy or anything but why are you calling me?

I was actually calling to apologize, I wanted to see if you wanted to hang out, but if your in Cali it'll have to wait until you get back.

Yeah I guess, what were you calling to apologize about? I actually knew exactly what he should be apologizing about. He completely shut me out when me and Jc bacame an item I guess you could say. I don't know anybody even says that anymore but I just did.

Right.. I'm just really sorry about ignoring you when I figured out you got a boyfriend. I'm really sorry I acted so kidish. I was really upset when you told me, I've kind of..

You've kind of what? I quickly cut him off.

Well I had this huge crush on you. But that is no more. You have a boyfriend and I'm with this girl right now.. I think. He chuckled a ittle unitl I talked again.

Aww that's cute Mason. I'm going to meet her when I get home! WE are also going to hangout as soon as I get back. I totally miss hanging out with my best friend!

Sounds like a plan! Well I just really wanted to tell you that, I'll talk to you later. Call me when you get back.

I definately will! Bye buddie!

*end of phone call*

I shoved my phone into my purse again and walked in after my small group of friends. They were all sat at table in the lobby. "Hey, I'll see you guys later. I have to talk with Jc." I smiled big with a hint of uncertaintly and crossed my fingers visible for averyone to see.

Andrea gave me the thumbs up along with a warm smile, "good luck!"

I walked off to the elevators and pressed the 'up button'. When I reached my room's door I started to feel an ache of nervousness in my stomach. I had no idea what this talk would hold. We wouldn't get more mad at eachother than we were before? It would make things better right? Is it worth it?

*A/N I am so terribly sorry guys! Everytime I've actually had time to sit and write I kinda had writers block but most of the time I wasn't able to write because of homework, school in general, friends la da da da.. Again I'm really sorry! I've had a few people tell me to update and it makes me feel so good! It makes me really happy to know people enjoy my writing. :) Thanks guys!*