I woke up. I was fucking tired of being fucking tired. It hadn't of been a full three days and I had had enough of this. My blood boiled up inside of me. I was done with this shit. I felt like punching the wall. Then I accidentally hit Ernesto.
The smile on his face faded. The mug was holding started to shake. His top lip started to tremble. He went from his normal pale completion to bright red in mere seconds. "I sorry, it was an accident, just calm down." I stamped while backing up slowly. He slowly lifted his head, I could see his veins coursing. He slammed the mug on the ground and it broke into a million pieces. I feared that I would be in that same position. He ran towards me and slammed me against the wall knocking down the mirror. Did I really need another seven years of bad luck? He slung me on the floor and punched me over and over until I was bleeding. Every part of my face was hurting. But I still felt good, almost happy. For once I wasn't thinking about anything. Not about the dreams or the sparts. Not about anything but me and Ernesto. I chuckled under my breath at the thought. Then Ernesto kicked me in the stomach. "Don't fuck with me again Sadiq, Ernesto said taking sharp breaths. He headed towards the door. I struggled to get up but before be could leave I grabbed him by his arms. I cupped his face and kissed him. And he kissed back.
His tongue tugged on my bottom lip, begging for entrance. I opened up and he slipped it into my mouth. It felt warm inside my mouth. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me in tight. He laid me on my back and began to take off my shirt. Then Holly opened the door.
"What.the.actual.hell" she said in disgust. "When the fuck did this happen?" said a confused Jeffrey following behind Holly. "I knew you were cheating on me but with a guy! God damn Sadiq for all reasons! Said Holly in protest
"Well who would you have me cheat on you with? Tia?" said Ernesto looking just as pissed as before. "Don't bring her into this!" yelled Jeffrey.
"Yeah, plus Ern's not really my type anyway." said Tia who had been silent until now. The arguing continued and the voices kept getting louder and louder.
"Everybody shut the fuck up!!" I finally said cracking under all of the pressure. All of the sounds were about to break me in half. Tears were running down my face. I fell on the floor. My hearing was gone, I could barely see and my head felt like shit. The pain in my chest only made it worse. I didn't even notice that my crying had turned into screaming. The last thing I remember is Ernesto's voice screaming my name over and over again. The same feeling I felt when I was struck by lighting had come back. But thus time I refused to close my eyes. I couldn't take another nightmare. Whether it be about Cat or Tia or Calum. Jeffrey, Jordan or Liam or. Rhys and especially not one about Ernesto. If I had to hurt Ernesto. I don't know what i'd do to myself once I wake up. If I woke up.
I tried to cry out to him but I couldn't even form words anymore. I could feel his tears on my face telling me that he felt the same way. Holly and the others didn't matter at all now. Just Ernesto, that's all I needed.
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A Year Of Hell And Back
Teen FictionSadiq woke up from another nightmare which seemed to be getting more and more frequent. He kept saying to himself "it's okay" and "it'll stop eventually" and it probably would have if he wasn't the one killing everyone he knew and loved. He was worr...
