I'm Not Gay, I Think

Chapter 3

Asher J. Grayson

Height- 5ft 9in

Eye Color- Sky Blue

Hair Color- Darkish Brown

Hobbies- Football and reading

Sports- On the football team

Favorite Color- Dark blue

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Yawnnnnn... Oh its Tuesday. Almost as bad as Monday, speaking of which, Connor and I are officially a couple. Weird how some stuff works out, eh? Anyways, I have practice tonight and I am really nervous on how my team and I are going to coordinate. I know that they said they were cool about the whole gay thing, and they even promised not to tell my parents, how do they really feel? This is going to be very interesting. I will just have to find out...

"Asher are you listening?" Conner asked in a slightly irritable tone.

"Sorry, I was thinking about something!" I said nervously.

He sighs. "Okay fine." He says and looks down at the ground.

"What was it?" I asked.

"I asked you if I could hold you're hand." He says quickly and looks away, blushing.

It caught me off guard and I started blushing too.

"Yeah sure." I said, not sounding causal at all.

He awkwardly grabs my hand and walks with me. People were starring at us, some less threatening than others. Well this is a little embarrassing. Wait, are my hands sweaty? This day keeps on getting more and more awkward.

When the bell rang we walked to homeroom holding hands. Before he left to go to his class he gave me a quick hug. Was that good or bad? Did I do something wrong? Why are relationships so stressful? Once I got to my homeroom class I just sat down not making eye contact with anyone. Then the guy who got in trouble yesterday came up to me, not the douchebag, the guy who kind of defended me from Mr. Douchebag's hatred towards gays.

"Thanks for helping me out yesterday." I said, looking down.

"Hey no problem, by the way, my names Joshua." He said with a smile.

"Why did you stick up for me anyway?" I asked him.

"Well, my sister is kind of gay. Anyway, she's a human being and you are too, you guys shouldn't get the shaft due to your life style. Literally no pun intended." He says with a smile, I laugh a bit. "Also my sister told me that it isn't a choice to be gay, you just are. You can't get mad at someone for that." He said very seriously.

"Thanks, it means a lot." I said smiling.

The tardy bell rang and class began, not the worst way to start off the school day. The rest of the day was really normal actually. Most people didn't really care to much, a few girls claimed they were broken hearted, while some said they called it, and then that few amount said we were their top OTP, whatever that means. Overall everything was normal up till lunch.

Conner and I met up and he had a huge grin on his face.

"What's with the smile?" I asked.

"Just have something planned out." He says.

Knowing Conner, it probably means a new video game came out or something. Either way it didn't stop him from giving me a quick peck on the lips. Even if it wasn't a really kiss it still had me blushing. He then hugged me from behind.

"Before I forget, I need to tell you something important." I said.

"What is it?" He asks, still hugging me.

To be honest, I could barely focus when he was doing this, my face was defiantly getting red from this, not only that but it was really embarrassing.

"My parents are kind of homophobic... I haven't told them about our relationship yet." I said lookly down a little.

"Okay, that doesn't really matter." He said calmly.

"What? I thought you wanted to have dinner and express your love for me in frount of them." I said, remembering a recent conversation about our parents.

"Well, if your parents don't like the idea of our relationship then I can keep a secret." He whispered.

Wow, I thought he was going to freak out about this.

"Anyway, I don't care what your parents think, only what you do." He whispered softly into my ear.

"Could we do this somewhere else, I feel like people are watching us." I said nervously.

"Sure." He said smiling.

We walked over near the locker room. You would be surprised to see how empty it is near there. We sat down and he put his arms around me and his head on my shoulder.

"So why did you take me to such a secluded place?" He asked.

"Just so we could be alone." I said, realizing that what I said made it sound worse then what I meant.

"Oh really?" He said, softly kissing my cheek.

"Ummmm." I mumbled, this is not exactly where I was going.

His lips brush against mine. I feel a spark as it happens. What am I supossed to do? He leans in and kisses me softly. Ah fuck it. I put my hand on the side of his face as we continue to kiss. I pull him closer to me. This was really nice. We separated for a few seconds.

"I was wondering if you would maybe like to come over soon?" He asked innocently, even though I knew behind his innocent eyes was someone who had an urge to put a dick in my ass... Not a really pleasant thought.

"I can't tonight, I have practice." I said.

"I said soon not today, I have a track meeting tonight anyway." He said.

"Well then, maybe." I said smiling, leaning back in for the pleasure of kissing him.

When the bell rang, we walked to my next class together, holding hands like we did it all the time.

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This was a somewhat pleasant surprise near the ending of football practice. I saw Conner sitting on the bleachers, waiting for me. I was embarrassed at first, but it felt nice knowing that he actually cared. After practice I went over to him.

"How's it going hot and sweaty?" He asked me playfully.

"Pretty well, how about you?" I asked.

"Great!" He said excited.

"Why are you so happy?" I asked him.

"Because I got to see you practice." He said.

I blushed a little, he was such a great guy. I put my arm around him and gave him a quick kiss. He blushed, probably not expecting it.

"You smell bad." He said with a grin.

"Really? You shouldn't be talking to much about smelling." I responded.

"I guess that's true." He said smiling.

"Hey, my mom is going to be here soon." I said, remembering how I get home.

"Oh okay, I will see you tomorrow." He said, giving me a kiss and running off.

He is really interesting. I got really lucking to be with him.

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Author's Note: If anyone who reads this actually cares, I am sorry for not updating in forever. Just didn't feel like it. That's my excuse for being a lazy bitch and watching 'Naruto: Shippunden' all week. Even though I can't stand it, I love the anime and all I just hate that 'Bleach' was canceled because of it. Anyways, try to stay with me, and anyone who has made it this far thanks a bunch.

Q/A

What's your favorite anime?

A: Bleach