I'm Not Gay, I Think

Chapter 4

Asher J. Grayson is not really gay, but really likes Conner W. Jaxson.

Conner W. Jaxson is pretty gay and is in love with Asher J. Grayson.

Joshua L. O'Neal isn't gay, his sister is a lesbian though. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)‎

Alex E. Grayson is Asher's older sister. No one knows her sexual preferences. ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)‎ 

Just a little before chapter treat... giving everyone the names of some pretty important characters.

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Well I guess Wednesdays weren't to bad... with Conner they weren't that bad. Its been 2 weeks and our relationship is sailing smoothly, that's what all the fangirls are saying. I think dating Conner actually got me more popular. I guess people love gay couples more than straight couples. Its also nice because girls stopped asking me out. It really is a relief, to be honest most of the girls here are complete stuck up bitches, well at least the ones that used to ask me out.

I put my arm around Conner, smiling. He has been trying to hook up with me for a week and I keep getting to nervous to really do anything but make excuses that I'm not ready yet or I'm not in the mood and other things like that. I will be completely honest, I have never done anything sex related before. I never even kissed anyone before Conner. Its kind of embarrassing, but it is the truth. I don't even know what Conner has done and he knows that I am a full-scaled virgin. I should probably ask him about that. Besides all of that, if we were to have sex, who would be on top? 

I know I'm bigger than Conner, but he is way more aggressive. Just thinking about this stuff stresses me out. 

"What's going on in that head of yours?" He asks smiling.

"Nothing much." I responded, not wanting to tell him what I actually thinking of.

"Oh really?" He questions.

Oh God, he wants to know. Code red, I'm screwed!

"Just about sex." I blurted out. I really hope no one else heard that.

"Oh." He said blushing. "Does that mean you want to do it?" He asks.

"No, I was just thinking about it." I said, really embarrassed.

Then the bell rang, thank God for that. Conner and I walk holding hands. He lightly bumps into me.

"Hey, you know that you can talk to me about anything, right?" He whispered.

My face felt like it was on fire. Why is he just so amazing?

"Yeah, thanks." I said, trying to stay calm.

He kissed me as he went into his class, I must have done something right. I walk to my class and sit down. Simon is still giving me his best death stare, while Joshua counters it with his. I feel a little bad, I kind of dragged Joshua into my own battle. Well all of my classes were boring through the rest of the day. When I got home my dad said he needed to talk to me about something important. I got really nervous. This can't be good, can it?

"We are having some of my clinets over for dinner and I was wondering if you would stay over with someone else's house tonight?" He asked.

Oh thank God. Usually when my Dad's clients come over I have to stay in my room and be quite because they have important conversations for some serious house remodel. 

"I know its really sudden and all but I was wondering, just because I know how much you hate being stuck in your room." He said, he is good at selling ideas.