I'm Not Gay, I Think

Chapter 5 -Smut Warning-

Okay so basically, the title says it all. If you do not like smut or two men fucking each other, I sincerely reccomed you skip this chapter. If you are under the age of 10 I reccomend that you don't read this chapter, though I actually couldn't care less about your age. If you get scared for life its not my problem. Also please don't expect anything amazing, I don't watch gay porn in my free time or look at males doing it. Thank you for reading and please enjoy.

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"Hey Asher, its your turn." He said smiling.

"Ummm." I said nervous about what's going to happen if I take off my shirt.

"Want me to do it for you?" He asked, trying to hold back his excitement.

Oh shit, oh shit, oh shit. What the hell am I supposed to do? 

"We don't have a condomn." I said quickly.

"Already got it." He said.

Conner got up and walked to his bedside table and opened the drawer. He swiftly searched around and took out a small package. Oh God, he was actually ready for this. He went back over to me and removed my shirt. Holy crap that was fast. He hugged my chest.

"I'm glad I finally get to see it." He said laying small kisses on me.

I let out a soft moan. Am I actually turned on by this? He moved down to my waste, he unbuttoned my pants. 

"Come on Ash, lay down." He said.

"When did you start calling me Ash?" I asked.

"Sorry, can you just lay down already?" He asked.

I did what he told me to. He pulled off my pants. Fuck, I have a fucking boner.

"A little excited, aren't we?" He asked grinning.

I really can't deny it, can I? I want him badily, really badily. I think I've already told him that with Asher Jr.... 

He moved his hand and touched me there. A small moan was all I could get out. Well no one else is going to know about this, besides Conner. He can keep secrets. 

"Hey Conner, we can keep this a secret just between the two of us right?" I asked him nervously.

"No, I was going to tell everyone." He said sarcastically. "Of course we are going to keep this a secret." He said.

Okay, I can do this. It shouldn't be to hard, right? Conner took of my boxers and put his hand on my dick. He started moving up and down. Oh my God it felt so good. I guess Conner could tell, he started going faster. I was breathing heavily .

"I'm going try something." He said.

Before I had a chance to ask him what he was doing, I felt a lot of pleasure. Was he giving me a blow job? Well shit, it felt good. After a while he stopped. He started taking off his pants. Oh no no no no. I am not ready for this.

"Want to move to my bed, it will be more comfortable." He said, his face was a bright shade of red.

"Yeah." I said, my face probably redder.

We got up and moved to his bed. His pants were off. He had a boner too. He slowly took his underwear off. He opened to condomn package and put it on. Oh God, I'm so nervous.  My breathing was heavy. I can do this, I can handle it.

"Relax." Conner said softly as he got on top of me. 

We kissed for a little bit. Then he entered me. Ah, this was way more intense then what I thought it would be. I moaned really loudly and he started going faster. I was holding on to him so hard.  He stopped and turned me to my side. He grabbed me and held on. 

"Ah, don't stop." I moaned, not even knowing what I just said.

"I wasn't going to." He panted.

It felt so good when he started moaning and saying that he was about to cum. When he did, he pulled out. I wasmetill breathing heavily, he continued to hold on to me. It was so hot.

"Did that feel good?" I asked panting.

"Oh fuck yeah." He said nearly out of breath.

We both laid down, both of us trying to catch our breath. He held my hand, and looked at me kind of funny.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

"I didn't make you cum." He said disappointed.

"Its fine." I said cheerfully.

"You made me cum, its the least I could do." He said.

"Well then go ahead." I said. I really have no idea what I should say.

He went down to my waste. He put his hand back on my dick.

"Tell me when you are about to cum." He said and starting sucking my dick.

"Uh, okay." I said.

Did he really want to make me cum this badily? I don't give a damn anyway to be honest, it felt fucking amazing. He started going faster. I was moaning so hard, and then I did it.

"Asher what the hell?!" Conner asked, sounding really ticked off.

"What?" I asked, I have no idea what I did.

"You said you would tell me when you were going to cum." He said irritated.

"I'm sorry, I didn't know I was going to!" I said.

His face was covered in it. He quickly reached over to his bedside table and got a tissue. He wiped the cum off his face.

"Have you never came before or something?" He asked jokingly.

I looked down embarrassed. "Never." I said.

He looked at me surprised."Really? This was your first time?" He asked.

"Yeah." I said, my face gets really red.

"Was it good?" He asked.

"Yeah, it was amazing." I said.

He smiled and hugged me. Well he seems in a better mood. After a while we got dressed a little bit and got something to eat. I felt ehuasted. After that Conner and I went to bed. He was still holding on to me when he fell asleep. Conner is just brilliant.

"I love you." I whispered, not thinking anyone would here me.

"I know." Conner said.

"Do you love me too?" I asked.

"Yes. I love you a lot." He said.

I fell asleep with good and pleasant thoughts.

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Author's Note: You guys proud of me yet? Do I get a medal for making Gay Smut? I really have not wrote this before unless people remember back when I first joined and I was ZeRoyalGayous. Ha long ago. But yeah, I was dying when I wrote this, laughing and cringing, mostly cringing. I really hope you did enjoy this chapter, because I do have more ideas for this story. Its not over yet. Thanks for reading and I hope you enjoyed the sexyist thing I have ever wrote.

Q/A

Who is your favorite porn star?

A: Madison Ivy

I'm just kidding!

Legit Q/A

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it was a joke. Who is your favorite youtuber?

A: Social Repose