I sat on my bed, looking at my phone. Three texts were shown on the device which I couldn't do anything about anymore but make horrible excuses or tell the brutal truth.
"Can you video chat me later tonight?"
"No, sorry."
"Y not? :(."I would always think that if I were to get in a relationship and that it ended, that I would be dumped, not the other way around. I hovered my fingers over the keys trying to figure out what to say. I didn't want to video chat with this man, the one that I thought we might of had something together, but that quickly died down when I met her. She was breath taking, her eyes glowed when she was happy, her brown hair with purple highlights swayed when ever she walked. Her body was curvy and slim.
I felt myself fall for what it felt the first time. We befriended soon, even though her friends left a bad reputation. They quickly dropped her and I could tell she was hurt but her beautiful, yet sadly fake, smile covered her emotions. I felt horrible that I could of possible did this and offered her to become my roommate. She agreed and moved in the next week. He was my boyfriend by the time I meet her, though out of pity, I thought I could make myself fall in love with him yet I couldn't. And anything that was remotely a possibility of me liking him disappeared when he started asking personal questions.
Are you a virgin? What cup size do you were? Do you shave there?
I was fucking sick when I read these, though hid it because she could tell when I was bothered. My phone quickly brought me out of my thoughts with a loud ring. You still there? Why can't we video chat? I couldn't take it anymore. I quickly typed something that I regretted right when I sent it.
Because I don't want to? Also we are done, I never thought I would break up with someone, especially over text message but we are no more. I never liked you to begin. I don't want to talk to you.
I just let my angers out through message and its harsh. I never liked being harsh and tried to stray form that but I guess I couldn't stop. I saw the three dots from my...ex-boyfriend but they quickly disappeared. I turned off my phone and put it beside me. "I'm a fucking idiot," I mumbled in a raspy voice. My phone let out another ring and a notification showed in the screen. "It's because of her, isn't it?" My face quickly heated up. I unlocked my phone and went to the text message app. "No, why?" I lied but I couldn't get revealed. "I've seen the way you look and act around her." He replied and my face heated up. I was about to type something but a text message quickly showed up. "I always knew you were a lesbian, I can't believe I let my hormones make my think I liked you."
My mouth dropped open. I typed "I'm pansexual though. You said you were too" weakly. "I was lying, wanted to see what you would say" he replied and I felt all emotions but anger dissolved. I quickly shut my phone off and shoved it in my pocket. I got off my bed and slipped on shoes and grabbed my jacket. I stormed out of my room and into the living room where my roommate, her, was sitting on the couch in a male's lap. She looked at me with her glowing eyes and that beautiful smile. "I got a boyfriend," she exclaimed as she motioned to the man behind her and he smiled. "My name is Xavier, you must be the famous Celest," he greeted, her still on his lap. I faked a smile and nodded. "Nice to meet you Xavier, and you are right," I said, trying all I could from anger or sadness to show," I'm going into town Fawn, don't have to much fun." She blushed and squeaked as Xavier laughed. I still held my fake smile, trying to show that I did not have any worries, and walked out the door. My face then dropped and tears ran down my cheeks. I slipped on my jacket and walked to the elevator be pushed the down button. I waited a few seconds and the doors opened and I stepped in. There was only two others in the elevator with me. A mother and her toddler. The toddler looked at me and asked his mother why I was crying and I looked away as his mother scolded him. The elevator opened when we got on the first floor. I walked out of the elevator, widening my stride so I could get out of there quickly. I went through the door and started walking on the side of the road. I looked both ways when I got to a cross walk and saw no cars coming, I started to walk across the street and I heard shouting from behind me. I looked behind but kept walking and saw people motioning me to run. I then saw a bright light and everything went dark.