If You Dare To Believe

chapter 29

A/N: Okay I know this story have not been updated in awhile so I decided to give you a very eventful chapter. so far, the hardest chapter I have written. I honestly got choked up in some parts. so without further a duo...here is chapter 29

My eyes opened widely as I heard the door open.

 "Wake up Avery" I heard nurse Kelly says. I closed my eyes trying to recall what had happened, a series of images of yesterday's fight flashed in my mind.

I felt my heart clench in sorrow recalling yesterday. How could I let this happen?  I lost the only person who understood me...the only person who loves me. 

"Come one Avery, you got to take your pills" she said handing me a glass of water and my gigantic pills. I hated the pills; they made me feel tired and inactive. Sometimes they even make me feel sick.

I shook my head and pulled the covers over my head. "Come on Avery, don't be difficult" she said trying to pull the covers off. 

"No" I yelled, pulling it harder but since I was really exhausted she managed to snatch it back.

"Take the pills Avery" she demanded. 

I pushed the glass away without realizing, it actually fell to the ground and sound of shattered glass echoed.

"Leave me alone, leave me the fuck alone! That's all I ask for!" I cried, I felt warm tears traced down my cheeks. 

Nurse Kelly gave me a concerned look,

"Please, I just want to be alone" I pleaded.

"Alright...I'll come back later" she said. 

Once she left, I pulled the covers on me and started to cry about everything. I was crying about losing Joey, I was crying about my family, I was crying about Dakota...about everything. I miss her; she would have known what to do. She would have saved me for all this shit. 

"Why?" I whispered as a tear scrolled down from my left eye. 

"Avery" I heard a voice say, I froze because it was a familiar voice. I was hoping and praying that it was the person on my mind.

I pulled off the covers, and I was in a state of dubiety. Was my mind playing tricks on me or Joey was he really standing near the window staring at me with his emerald green eyes? He was wearing the same thing he wore yesterday, which is blood red jacket matched with his deep blue jeans. His hair was combed backwards revealing his beautiful face features. Like his perfectly arched eyebrows, catlike gleaming eyes and heart stopping smile. He was standing with his hands in his pockets looking intensely at me.

His eyes looked puffy, like he hasn’t gotten any sleep.  My heart raced in joy, he was here. Joey was here.

“Oh baby…” he and quickly walked the bed and held me in his strong arms. Oh, how much I missed his hugs. “I’m so sorry! God! I’m a fucking idiot!” he held me tight. “Don’t ever do this again, okay? Don’t ever leave me like this!” I yawped.