Let It Go

Prologue

I am so tired of you!!

You're tired of me?! Tss. More like I'm tired of YOU!!

We're never gonna get through this if you're always like that!! YOU ARE SO IMMATURE!!

Immature. Wow. I'm sorry but are you describing yourself?!

See?! You're doing the same sh*t over and over again!!

Well maybe we should split up already!!!

Silence filled the room as I said that sentence. It lasted for a minute and then she started to talk again. Her voice is softer. Full of hurt. I can see it in her eyes and I stood there looking at her while my fists are clenched.

Yeah.. Maybe we should..

No.. Taylor I'm sor--

No! Ryan.. We should.. Things are starting to get worse and I think this is the only way.. If we're really meant to be.. we will be. And everything will go back to the way it was but now? I think we need to grow.. Goodbye, Ryan.

She grabbed her bag, stood in front of me and I'm standing there.. no words want to come out of my mouth and I'm just looking at her eyes as our tears fell in sync. She held my hand.. she's starting to cry harder.. doing her best to calm herself in order to say the last words she wants to say.

And me? I'm just here, standing, looking at her, while I feel my heart slowly breaking into pieces..

And she said..

I love you.. but now's not the right time. I'm sorry Ryan. Good bye.

And she ran away. Left me and my empty house silent.

I felt stupid. I didn't even do anything to try to save the relationship. All I did there was listen to her and cry and feel my heart as it slowly break. My mind is full of curses and negative thoughts. My eyes full of tears and I don't think they're gonna stop from falling.

I'm such a dumbass jerk!!

I screamed as I threw my phone across the room and I heard it break and shatter.

I covered my face with my hands and all I can feel is anger, guilt, hurt, pain, or should I say, depression?

She's gone... The girl that I've loved for so many years is gone..

That's all I know..