Chapter 5

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I walked into the bathroom. I whipped my phone out that has been in my bag for hours. I had 9 miss calls from my parents. Uh oh. I phoned them back.
Ring
Ring
Ring
Ring
I heard the phones connect
"Hello?" I said wincing at the thought of the response.
"Hi hunny we were calling to let you know that we won't be home for a couple of nights. There has been a huge case down at court and we have to fly out tonight to France for a conference about it. Will you be okay on your own? We are going to transfer a couple of hundred pounds into your account in case you need ANYTHING!"
My heart slowed down and I could breath again after I realised my mum never even knew I'd be gone.

"Oh yeah that's totally fine. I'll probably stop out for a couple of nights then. How long will you be gone for?" I asked so I could work out how much time I'd be able to spend with Levi.

"Maybe until next week?" She said as though she was asking permission.
"Okay enjoy your conference" I said as I hung up.
I walked out of the bathroom and sat on the bed next to Levi.
"So....?" He asked.
"Yeah I can come. Can we go shopping tomorrow though? I can't sleep in these clothes. Wear them tomorrow. Stay in them in Manchester, sleep in them again and then go back to Little Lamp in them can I?" Levi laughed.
"Yeah of course we can go shopping."

"So you know earlier during our game of spin the bottle?" Levi spoke gently.
My heart started to race.
"Yeah?" I replied in a shaken voice.
Levi looked down at the wristbands on his arms and started to fidget with them and then he said
"Well we never did get to finish up. We never got our kiss."
My heart stopped beating. My lungs stopped working. I literally could not breathe and my mouth went dry. I was scared. I slowly I breathed in.
But then Levi grabbed my face hard and pulled mine into his. To my surprise my lips started to move in time with his . I brought my arms up and wrapped them around his neck to pull his body closer to mine. Being this close and connected to Levi felt so good. I have never been this intimate with anyone.
It felt good. My lips and jaw tingled as Levi's lips danced with mine.
Finally we parted.
" I have kissed girls before. Like a lot of girls and I can't express this enough but you are something special." He smiled.
I blushed.
"I didn't do anything it was all you. You were amazing. You literally my gave me butterflies and made my lips tingle" I smiled at him.
"You made me tingle. But it wasn't my lips that were tingling."
I was confused. Until I noticed the slight bulge in his pants.
Oh.
"I'm not going to be taking care of that. Erm I had my first kiss tonight and I am not willing to lose my virginity the same night that I had my first kiss. But maybe tomorrow." I winked at him mockingly.
This time it was him blushing.
" I'm tired so I'm going to sleep. Care to join me?" I asked as I pulled off my denim shorts. Levi's shirt just about covered my bottom half. I climbed into his bed.
Levi's mouth hung open. He then took his shirt off and his jeans. And slid into the bed with me.
"Levi?" I looked at him.
"Yeah?"
"Turn the light off??"
I smiled to myself as I hear him huff and get up and to turn the light off.
He got back in the bed. This time he reached for me.
He wrapped his arms around me and our legs somehow tangled themselves together. My back was pressed to his front. I could feel the warmth of his breath and we both slowly drifted to sleep.

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I was rudely woken up by the capture sound a camera makes as it takes pictures. My eyes heavily woke up. They fright to fight to urge of curiosity but, curiosity killed the sleep out of me as I opened my eyes to see Sasha taking pictures of me and Levi sleeping.

It took a few moments to realise what she was doing.
I jumped up and woke Levi up in doing so.
"What I'm awake mom" I looked at Levi who was innocently still half asleep. He looked at me and Sasha then back at me.
He had a look of confusion on his face.
"What happened last night?" He asked.
My heart sank.
He doesn't remember that we kissed?
I honestly thought he'd sobered up.
Hurt ran through me. I was holding back tears. I know it was only a kiss. But it meant so much more than just a kiss. My chest hurt. And so did my throat from holding back the cries and the hurt.
He leaned into my ear and whispered "did we have sex last night...?"
I smiled and shook my head.
"No we went to McDonald I was tired so I went to bed and we just slept."
If he doesn't remember kissing me then that's too bad because I'm too scared to remind him.
Too scared of being rejected, laughed at and him being embarrassed that it ever happened.
"Oh you also invited me to Manchester with you. Would it be cool if Sasha came?" Levi smiled at my question.
"Of course. She can keep drew occupied."
The pain in my chest was getting harder every time he spoke and smiled to me.

I got up and ran to the bathroom.
I locked the door and sat on the floor. I have literally no reason to cry but I cant help it! The possibly best night of my life so far and the one I shared it with couldn't remember. I can't believe I was stupid enough to listen to the "you're special" thing. I can't believe what an idiot I am to have though I was different to any other girl he has gotten off with before.
I cry because I'm angry at myself. I cry because I'm in pain. I cry because I have no fucking idea. Because I'm female. And that's what we do. We cry for no reason and can't help it!

I peed and then calmed myself down. I breathed heavily doing so. I went to the sink and washed the tears away.

I put on my best fake smile I could and walked into the room to be greeted by Austin, Nate, Drew, Levi and Sasha.
They all looked into my direction as I walked through the door.

I cheesed at the all. And Nate rose his eyebrows when he saw I was only in Levi's shirt with just underwear on underneath and the shirt only just covered everything.

I planned to play it cool.

I walked over to the group and spoke my words as casual as I could.
"So what's the plan for the day? When do we leave for Manchester?" I asked

Austin replied in a nicer tone than last night saying " well whenever you are ready we will go since we are being driven up by Davey." Oh okay austin make out like you're waiting on me.

" oh shoot well someone could have told Me!"
I picked up my denim shorts from last night and ran back into the bathroom.

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