A Forbidden Love Between Edward and Jacob: A Lot of Angry Sex

Chapter One

Chapter One:

I stood there behind the trees watching Edward and Bella as they talked. I couldn't help but become jealous, my feelings working themselves to the forefront of my mind. I've always hated crushes, they cloud your judgement and caused you to act rashly.

I suddenly felt an odd feeling in my chest. A tingling that lured me towards him. I got closer to the trees; closer to Edward. He started to turn away from Bella and unbutton his shirt. I could easily see his glittering skin. I could imagine my hands lingering on his chest. He turned back towards Bella, sparkling in the light of the sun.

For a quick second, I saw no Bella. I saw nothing but Edward and the toned muscles of his chest. The beauty of his skin glittering in the sun. And for only that quick second, I allowed myself to imagine. Imagine what it would be like if we were alone, and my feeling were reciprocated. Imagine what it would be like to have him run his delicate fingers through my hair.

But that second is over soon, and I'm forced to bring myself back to reality. Back to the harsh fact that he will never feel the same way, because Edward is straight, and Edward likes Bella.

I know that this is all insane. I'm straight. At least I thought I was. I always thought I was in love with Bella.  I always thought that she was the most beautiful person I had ever laid eyes on. Then I saw him. I saw him walk in through the door and he walked into my heart. I always thought I was in love with Bella. But I couldn't have been more wrong.

And watching them now only puts me in pain.

That's when I realized it happened. I thought it was only a legend. I never even considered that  it would actually happen to me. But it did.

I had imprinted on Edward Cullen.

I felt a pounding in my heart. Not only a beat, but a rhythm. I could actually hear the song in my heart. I couldn't just stand there and let them declare love vows. I had to do something. And something big.

I took that rhythm and ran out from behind the trees.

"IT'S RAINING MEN!" I sang with every inch of emotion I had in my body, "HALLELUJAH!"

Their heads whipped around to look at me, confusion clear in their eyes. Bella stared incredulously, a question evident in her eyes. Edward stood there opening and closing his mouth, making him look like a fish.

In the back of my mind, I wondered if he could feel the power of my love. By the look on his face, I was sure he knew something had changed.

"IT'S RAINING MEN! " I belted out with all my heart "RAINING MEN! IM GONNA GO OUT! IM GONNA LET MYSLEF GET, ABSOLUTELY SOAKING WEEEEEEET!"

"Jacob..." Edward murmured mostly to himself, "That was beautiful."

I felt my beating heart melt at the compliment from my love. He moved away from Bella, almost pushing her away. There was no room for a girl here.

The air around Edward was different. Instead of it being cold and harsh, it was soft. I could almost see a golden glow surrounding him. A glow of soft, pale light, making him look so innocent and angelic. It was love.

I couldn't help my feet from moving towards Edward. It was as if there was some force pulling me to him. My feet moved without any command from me, bringing me to Edward.

When I reached him, all breath was lost from my lungs. I had only ever stared at him from distances, only ever appreciated his beauty from afar. But now, seeing him so close, he was even more gorgeous.

He was staring back at me. It seemed as though he wasn't blinking, just looking at me. I wanted so badly to close the distance between us, but I hadn't forgotten that Bella was still there, and it was she Edward loved, not me.

I backed away slowly, only then realizing that had quite possibly just made the biggest mistake of my life. I began to run. Run from Edward and Bella. Run from the memory of idiocy. Run from the heartbreak. Run from my problems.

When I stopped, Ed ward came up to me. I hadn't even realized he had followed me.

"What are you doing? Why did you follow me?" I asked, confusion thick in my voice.

"I'd rather be with you than Bella," He replied,"She's too whiny and always sounds like she's in pain."

"But don't you love her?" I questioned, still not understanding the point he was trying to make.

"Wow, you really are stupid." He answered, "It's you that I love, idiot."